"Come sit on my lap" He ordered
when my throat dried, Aroused by the tone. I didn't think I'd love it when he ordered me like this.
I slowly crawled to him when he made me sit on his lap, I realised he's already shirtless. My cheeks are flushed wi...
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We've been sitting next to each other which feels like an eternity. Not a single word has passed between us after we freshen up. There's this strange sensation swirling inside me, something I can't quite put my finger on. It's like a mix of nervousness, anticipation, and longing.
Seeing her again after such a long time stirs up all sorts of emotions. I want to tell her how much I've missed her, how much I've longed for her presence. But I'm afraid. Afraid of what she might say, afraid of what she might think. I know she missed me more than I did but still It's not to easy to understand her psychology right now. What is she thinking?
Today, we became husband and wife. It's surreal, to say the least. Everything happened so quickly, and now we're here, sitting in this awkward silence, trying to come to terms with our new reality. Things were never this much awkward between us.
My hands are clenched tightly on my knees, and my throat feels dry. I steal glances at her every now and then, hoping for some sign, some indication of what she's feeling. But she's so calm, so composed.
The sound of our breathing fills the air. It's as if the silence is pressing down on us, suffocating us.
I know I need to say something, to break this unbearable silence. But the words just won't come. Fear grips me, paralyzing me in place.
Finally, summoning all the courage I have, I turn to her and gently held her hand when she flinched for a while. Maybe It was too sudden after a long silence.
"N.. Namjoon?" She stuttered, My hands are shaking too but I stayed calm.
"I.. I'm sorry for holding your hand without your permission, But I want to talk Yn. I want to make a conversation, this silence is too much to bear. I need to know many things"
"Is it about my marriage with Joonho? Are you going to ask this?" Her voice is calmer than the middle ocean.
"H..how do you know?" A nervousness rushed down me. I didn't want her to misunderstand me at any cost. I know there must be a reason.
"I just know because I promised to wait for you until you come back, I promised to love you forever and suddenly you saw me standing on the aisle for someone else. Isn't it obvious what you want to know?"
"Then tell me yn, Why? What was the reason? What would happen if I never came to the wedding and Joonho would never run away? What would happen if you got married to Joonho? What was the reason Yn?"
"I didn't want to get married with Joonho Namjoon because I remember what I had promised to you. But why did you not come back after 2 months?"
"I came back love, but It's just I had some problems with my flight. It delayed a week. But I Called your landline to inform you, Your Aunty picked it. She said she'll tell you but-"
