We arrive home straight after the award show, skipping the after-party. Our hearts are still racing, our legs trembling from the intensity of the kiss we shared in the washroom before leaving the event. It was a moment that felt captivating to me, filled with emotions I can't quite put into words.
As we step into our room, the silence envelops us, deepening the intimacy of the moment. I can't see anything, not even where Namjoon is. I don't know how he's looking at me or where he's standing. The uncertainty makes the moment even more profound.
Suddenly, I flinch as I feel him behind me, his arms wrapping around me in a warm embrace. His head rests on my shoulder, and I can feel his breath against my skin. In this quiet, private moment, I don't need sight to know that he's looking at me with love and tenderness.
"so? Now tell me love, What do you know?"
His whispers on my skin sent chills into my veins. His warm breath touching my neck made me clenched my hand on my silk dress. Heavy breath, Coming out of my mind when he again asked
"Baby! Tell me, I wanna know, I wanna know everything you know! I wanna know the exact thing you were talking about which made you think that I'm too impatient"
Saying that he pressed his lips on my neck when I leaned my head side and felt his lips kissing my neck gently, Nibbling on my skin Softly.
"Now you're making me impatient baby, tell me already"
"I.."
"What you?" he whispered
"I.. I heard you"
"Heard me? When baby?" he pushed my hair at my shoulder and Kissed all over my shoulder, soft and Delicate.
"I heard you moaning my name in the washroom"
A soft chuckle left his mouth
"And do you think, I don't know that you heard me?"
"What do you mea- ah" I moaned when he bit the flesh of my neck.
"Such a sweet voice you have Love"
My breath stuck in my throat when he wrapped me tightly in his arms.
"I knew that you heard me cause you were too obvious sweetheart. Your knees were shaking, You held your knees so tightly, Your face was cherry red. That's the moment I knew that you heard me Love"
"Still you didn't do anything?"
"What do you expect me to do?"
"Love me, Make me yours"
"I want, I want to.. I'll definitely make you mine"
"Then why didn't you? Why did you hold yourself back?"
"Cause I was afraid, I know if I start, I can't ever stop again. This is gonna be a forever thing so I was taking time and giving each other a little bit more time to adjust and be comfortable together"
His fingers brushed on the skin of my hand and slowly trailed down to my palm and intertwined my fingers together.
"But I'm more afraid now that I can't hold myself anymore back"
"Then don't.. Don't hold, show me all your love, Make me feel worthy of it. Give me the feeling I never thought I deserved in my life"
"Shhh, don't say another word like this" he turned me to face him and I felt his finger on my lips.
"Namjoon"
"Shhh, Let me show you how lovable and worthy you are"
He pulled me by my waist when my body pressed on him tighter, I felt his hands slowly traced my curves and rest on my hips when my breath stopped. Shaky breath left my mouth.
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