CANVAS OF THE HEARTS ♥︎ A NAMJOON FF

|Chap 69|

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"Look at the Lady, princess, look at her"

His grip on my chin was not too harsh but it was enough to give me pain.. He made me look up while griping my chin from back caused me gasp

"Yoongi... You're hurting me"

"and what about the whole world who hurt me? Tell me, TELL ME!"

"Yoongi.. please.."

"Come here...come here With me"

He pulled me towards the bed and made me stand in front of her.

"This living dead woman, is my mother..."

I was all silent, My body wasn't moving. I was stiff in my place when Yoongi sat on the bed beside that lady, His hand softly held his mother's hand.

"Do you have any idea what Pain I've endured since childhood. I was a child when My father cheated on my mother.." he took a breath when I numbly hearing him

"It can be possible that your father didn't cheat"

"Don't ever defend him"

"I am not defending yoongi" my voice cracked when I sit down on the floor leaning on the bed.. "I'm just telling you to think about that once again.. Maybe,just maybe your father had no fault. Maybe you should listen to him once.. Just once"

He gritted his teeth, as i saw his jaw tightened while looking at me. I know i said something which he didn't want to hear. I pissed him off by trying to defend his father. I gulped

"Yn.. If you were in my place, And you saw you found your mother almost dead, You'd never ever dare to defend that man who ruined her life" Yoongi said and walked towards the huge glass window and pressed his hand on the glass..his head low, his breath is heavy. Unknowingly I felt something bad for him.

"Do you have any idea yn? What I saw? What traumatized me my whole life? Why do I hate my bloody father so much!? Why do I become a monster? You wanna know?"

His voice become more deep and heavy. The weight of his words coming out his mouth is showing his weakness for the first time. This man hid everything in him..

"Yes.. I wanna know" I stayed sitting on the floor as I was.. I hugged my knees and Started at his back when he was standing near the glass window. My eyes travelled between him and his mother. I felt a pain in my heart even he didn't start.. He turned to me. For a second I didn't see that monster, He's calm.. all calm..

He sat against the glass window and spoke.

"So listen..It was long ago, When I was a kid, Barely understand anything what happened in my life. I missed my father's presence always. I didn't know why my mother moved out of the house. I thought father would come to take us with him. But he didn't."

He took a break to compose himself

"One day, I was playing in the living room with my favourite kitten plushie which my dad had given me on my birthday. I loved it so much. I named it Sugar because it was sweet and cute. You know it had a technology that it could breathe. It felt warm. I felt my father was with me all the time. I loved him so much.. more than anything.... But that day, Become my nightmare"