Next day :
I'm walking to the nearest shop to buy some groceries. It's in my department, Even though my Uncle told me to protest against aunty but I can't say no like that.
Everyone on the street i know, came and greeted me in the morning as usual. They actually love me so much or maybe just because of pity. I almost got into the shop when i heard a familiar voice from behind.
"Is it you? Yn?" I paused and turned back. It's that voice, That Pacific ocean like voice.
"Namjoon?" I mumbled
"you recognised me? How?" His voice seems to be a little shocked.
"your voice Namjoon, How can I forget it?You here? Why?"
"Uh I'm staying with one of my cousins in his farm house, at the end of this alley."
"End of this alley? There's my house."
"Your house? Which one?"
"Wait a minute, let me buy some groceries then I'll show you."
"fine." I can guess he's smiling right now.
I was buying groceries when the uncle asked me
"Ynie, Keep some extra"
"But Uncle I don't have extra money to pay"
"Aish, It's on me. You're like our daughter, we saw you growing up here so can't we do this small things? Take it take it. Eat well"
"Thank you uncle" his voice reflects kindness.
"Let me hold this for you" Suddenly Namjoon Took the bags from my hand which made a little shocked.
"Who's this yn? Do you know him?" uncle must be thinking he's disturbing me.
"Yes uncle. I know him"
"That's okay then" he sounded relieved finally.
"Give that back to me Namjoon. I can hold it"
"Let me help you, It's kinda heavy" His soft voice was melting my heart. I smiled and let him help me.
We walked together side by side in that alleyway, The air around us full with silence. I accidentally touched his hand
"I'm sorry"
"It's okay, don't be sorry Yn"
I stepped closer to the house, As I counted my steps to reach every place. It's in my veins.
"This is my house."
"Huh? Really?"
"Why are you so shocked?"
"Let me tell you, I'm staying in this house, right opposite your house."
"So are you staying with Joonho?"
"Yeah.. How do you know him? oh god Kim Namjoon why so stupid. Of course he's your neighbour haha.." he talked to himself made it more cute.
"Hmm.. of course I know him"
"Wait, THIS MEANS YOU SAVED ME LAST NIGHT?"
"What do you mean?"
"A.. Actually, I.. I love dogs, that's why I called one of them but they came in a group then maybe as I'm a stranger, they started barking at me. I was so scared but someone saved me. It was dark so I couldn't see who was it! Maybe it was you? Is it?"
I smiled to myself and Nodded
"Yes It was me. So it was you?" I giggled
"Hey don't laugh. That's not funny"
"Okay okay sorry"
"Umm So? Are you free now?"
"why?"
"I wanna visit that museum you mentioned to me. So i was wondering if you could come with me."
He is telling me to come with him? Why?
"What will i do there? I can't even see."
"You don't have to see. I'll explain everything to you."
Explain everything to me? I felt something, when he said that. I felt a beautiful feeling which is hard to put into words. He said he'll explain, It's like he will be my eyes, he's willing to be. I felt emotional. Before the emotions overwhelmed me, I heard My uncle's voice
"Yn?" it's a cold voice
"U.. uncle?"
To be honest, Uncle loves me but can't say anything against aunty sometimes but he does when it needs to be talked.
"Who are you?" ~he asked a bit rudely"
"Hello, I'm Kim Namjoon, I'm your neighbour joonho's Cousin and Yn's new friend"
My friend? For the first time someone called me friend. All these days i only had animal friends but finally I got a human friend. Am I much lucky?
"Yn doesn't like to make friends. Yn? What's it? What's he saying?"
"We met yesterday uncle. He is a good guy."
"you can't see him Yn, that's why you're saying that."
"what do you mean?"
"Not a good guy wear this kind of Shorts and tight tshirt soaked with sweat, with messy hair."
"what?"
"Umm It's because i was jogging in the morning. And it's my jogging fashion. We are all used to it in Seoul."
"it's not Seoul. Yn get in the house." I nodded
"See you later" He spoke when I didn't say anything back As I walked with my uncle. He never behaved this way to anyone, Idk what's happening to him. Must be trying to be protective.
I walked inside the house when My uncle spoke
"You better not talk to any strangers Yn, You know you can't see, People can take advantage of your weakness. Don't let them hurt you. And You don't know these types of boys of big cities, You never know their intentions. And you know Yn, They can be dangerous!!"
"I understand Uncle.. I'll be careful"
"WHY ARE YOU WASTING YOUR TIME ON THIS SHIT. JUST LET HER DO ANYTHING SHE WANTS. I WON'T CARE EVEN IF SHE DIE," Aunty shouts at Uncle when he shouts back.
" SHUT UP.. i don't say anything to you, doesn't mean you can cross your limits. Stop being mean to her. She's already suffering a lot, so don't try to ruin her mental health more. Am i clear?"
"Yeobo?? You're shouting on me cause of this gir-"
"AM I CLEAR??"
I heard her humming then walked towards the kitchen and made angry noises. I'm tired of these daily fights now. I'm feeling like a burden to them.
Some years ago, when my dad was alive, It was so good. No one dared to talk bad about me, But the day he left, I couldn't live a moment without dropping one tears.
When will I get peace? When?
When will the day come when I'll finally be able to breathe properly?
How long do I have to wait to get happiness?
How long?
A/N : Poor Namjoon's fashion, got roasted by Uncle 😕
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