CANVAS OF THE HEARTS ♥︎ A NAMJOON FF

|Chap 55|

My dad, Mr. Yoonjun sat down on the bench under the tree shed and looked at me.

"Sit down calmly, I'll tell you everything you should know even if it's bitter"

"Are you gonna blame my mother for everything happened to you?"

"No.. Not really. I can't blame her for everything cause I was the culprit as well. It was both of our fault."

"That's so honest of you Mr. Kim"

"yeah Just trying to be honest"

"Tell me now" I spoke

"Your mother, Narae, Was Our mutual friend, My and Yuna's, Yoongi's mother'

"Mutual friend?"

"Hmm We studied in the same college and university. Yuna and I was popular couple of the time. I was in love with her entirely. There was no looking back, I was whipped for her. But my family was a highly reputed Mafia family, They weren't ready to accept our relationship so We had to break up during the university time"

"And?"

"That time Narae was trying to get along to me, Trying to calm me in the situation. She did that for both, Me and yuna both. She was a very good friend. She even confessed to me that she likes me but she didn't say anything because of my and Yuna's relationship."

"My mother liked you, even though she knew you liked someone else?"

"Hmm..."

"And then? Then what happened?"

"My father died, I got the throne of the Mafia World. It was never easy. It was hard for me, I truely never wanted to get into this Profession cause violence was never my language"

"What do you mean? Yo.. you didn't like Violence?"

"An artist can never get into violence intentionally, Namjoon."

"Artist? What?"

"Why do you think you had the artistic side?"

"From you?" my tongue become heavy. I was all blank. What he said was hard to believe. I never thought to see this side of him.

"Then what happened?"

"After I got into Under World, I knew I was powerful to protect my Lover. I contacted Yuna back, She was angry at me cause she thought I was toying her, breaking up again came to take her back.. After persuading her for about months, She finally accepted my proposal and we got married"

I was listening to him blankly, While looking down at my feet. I don't know what to say and I don't want to interrupt his talk.

"Then Yoongi born, When he came into my arms I was beyond happy you know. I loved that moment. It's obviously the happiest moment of the world to have a child with someone you love, isn't it?"

"I don't know Mr. Kim. I don't know this feeling"

"You'll know in future when you'll have your first child Namjoon, with your wife Yn whom you love"

My eyes turn teary, I felt a weird feeling in me.. How will it feel to have a child with her? Beautiful, Must be beautiful.. isn't it?
Ofcourse it'll be. I can feel Dad for the first time, I can feel him, strangely.

"And then?"

"Then After a year, I went on a mission to Ilsan, I met Narae there, such a coincidence. She asked for a drink and as an old friend, I just couldn't say no.. She was talking and Touching my thighs, I said she's crossing her line cause i was a married man, She said she likes me again"