I get up from my bed, walking towards my bedroom window. I unhinge my window, and push it out.
I stick my head out, looking out.
I gasp silently, I see jj. "Madison..?" He whispers, as I just stare at him.
"What are you doing here, jj.." I ask him, sounding upset.
What the hell is he doing here?!
"I just needed to talk to you, Maddie." He says, begging me with his eyes. I look down, thinking about it.
I look back up at him, " just come inside." I say, moving away from the window so he can come in.
He crawls inside, brushing himself off. ——————————————————————————
I cross my arms, looking at him straight in his eyes. He takes a deep breath, starting to speak.Can I even talk without crying?
"Look, I messed up, alright? I shouldn't have said about Rafe, and I shouldn't have said it to you." He says, taking his baseball cap off.
I sigh, uncrossing my arms.
I want to forgive him so badly, but after everything that's happened.. I needed him.
I walk up to him, "Jj, I want to forgive you, I really do. I just think I need some time.. away from you.." I say, calmly.
"What does that mean..?" He asks, his face changing to confusion. I feel my chest tightening, a lump forms in my throat. ——————————————————————————
I grab his hands, preparing myself to say what I need to say."I.. think we should take a break, from being friends.. not permanently, just until... until I feel like I'm stable again." I tell him.
My eyes fill up with tears as my vision starts to become blurry, Tears fall from my eyes.
"Madison.. please don't do this, I know I screwed up.
Just please give me a second Chance.." he begs. My heart breaks as I hear his voice crack.I hate seeing him like this, but I need to take some time for myself right now..
I start to cry, letting go his hands. He gives me a melancholy look, I see a tear drop from his eyes. ——————————————————————————
"I'm so sorry, jj. I promise you, this isn't forever." I say, looking up at him.He starts to cry silently, tears stream down his cheeks.
I take a deep breath, my lips quiver. I grab his hands, pressing them to my cheek. I close my eyes, as a tear rolls down my cheek. I kiss his hand, closing it gently.
He inhales deeply, wiping his tears with the back of hand. I hold his hands tightly, my face softens as I start sobbing quietly.
I feel so bad for him.
I let go of his hands slowly. I look up, as I take a deep breath.
He puts his hat back on, as he starts walking towards my window. ——————————————————————————
We don't even say goodbye, he just leaves.I feel like someone just punched me in the stomach.
I shut my bedroom window, watching him disappear into the dark of the night. I grab my phone.
MESSAGES:
Hey, Can you come over?
Rafe: Of course, baby.
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