Watch me Shine (bl)

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The car ride was awkward and silent. Kaia felt like he was gonna suffocate so he just rolled down the window and kept his eyes outside. Julian also never said anything, by now he knew that Kaia was maybe mad at him. If one of them opened their mouth he knew there was going to be an argument whatsoever.

It was finally dark and now they were stuck in traffic. Kaia never turned his head towards Julian. The silence was interrupted when Julian's phone called.

J- hm I'll be home soon.

With that he cut it off. From the sound of it the other person was probably Yui.

The car wasn't moving much and people were starting to honk their honrs. It seems there was minor accident up ahead so everything was moving slowly.

Julian reached something to the back seat and just casually brought out chocolate pudding and gave it Kaia.

J- you... Liked those right?

Kaia finally turned and looked at the puddings on his lap. It's stuffs like this that made Kaia hope that maybe just maybe Julian loves him same way he did. He bitterly smiled and said thank you and ate them.

Seeing Kaia ate what he bought Julian was finally able to relax. The car finally moved and they went home.

Just when everything was peaceful Julian slipped in with , " Don't meet him again." after they were inside home.

Now this made Kaia stopped. He was already at the edge of bursting out and that was the last switch.

K- Excuse me? Who are you to say that to me?

J- Kaia you don't know him like i do....

K- so what? YOU also don't know him like i do. That doesn't gives you the right to forbid me to see someone.

Finally Julian started yelling.

J- He's not a good guy!

K- I said so what?!..... (Kaia yelled back) What about you?! Huh?! You replaced me!

J- .... I didn't know it was you.

Julian said with guilt. He really didn't but still he shouldn't have done what he did.

Kaia finally laughed as if this was a joke and said, " If you knew it was me are you saying you wouldn't have given it him?!."

Julian kept quiet.

Hearing the commotion Yui who was at home came out. But seeing him only angers Kaia more and Julian knew that.

J- Yui get inside.

Yui- But-.....

J- i said get in!

Yui hurriedly left the room and once more Kaia are Julian were left alone.

J- *sigh if you want I can get you a better role. Just don't go running around to some guy's house.

Kaia finally shed a tear when he heard that. Julian just talked as if he goes around sleeping at someone's house.

K- I don't want it. I got that role on my own without any help so it was rightfully mine. How can you say that? Is that what you think of me? Don't you know me Julian?

J-......The movie was a success and you saw Yui's performance. He... was right for the role. Next time I'll get you one.

Kaia was amazed at what Julian just said. It's like all his words and sorrows just went into one ear and out the other.

K- Did you know how I feel? Do you know how I'm feeling right now? Every year every day you remind me I can never be in your heart and I respect that, I didn't expect anything from you, i still don't but all I wanted was for you to just look at me with at least a  Little bit of respect. A bit of appreciation. Was i wrong to do that?! Was i wrong in defending my parents that you had to hit me? Was i wrong for wanting what was mine?! Tell me Julian ANSWER ME!

J- ........

After a long while, Kaia finally realised he was never gonna reach Julian so he said, "I'm tired let's just drop this." And went for his room. Just a few more months and he can finally leave Kaia reminded himself again and again.