Pleasing Silas

25

-Sophia Russo-

*TW*

It's been about a few weeks since I broke up with Silas, I can't help but feel as if I'm being watched though.

It was late and I had just finished doing homework at the library walking back to my dorm when I hear something making me turn.

When I turn back I freeze seeing him. He found me. He knows what school I go to. And he's here.

He steps closer and I step back "why do you keep backing away Sophie." He said sadly, I take a shaky breath in "please leave me alone Ryan"

Ryan frowns "come on don't be like that Sophie you know you missed me." He says stepping closer.

I feel frozen, his hands rest on my arms as he grins at me "let's go, I'll take you home, and guess what dads not home for the week." His grin got bigger.

I shake my head "no- no I have school and-" he cuts me off, leans in and forced his lips on mine "don't be boring dear sister, come on." His hand wraps around my wrist dragging me to the parking lot.

His hold tightens the more I try and get away, my wrist feels like it's burning, I'm in front of his car and he opens the door waiting for me to get in.

"Go on Sophia, get in the car." He says, I stay in my spot "don't make me repeat myself." He grits, forcefully grabbing my hair making me wince.

When I don't move he shoves me in the car glaring at me, my body is shaking in fear, he slams the door shut and walks to the other side getting in.

It's quiet. Too quiet.

My head whips to the side when he slaps me, he grabs my throat and makes me look at him "can't fucking believe you'd do that to me." He shouts.

"Another one? Really. Another fucking boyfriend." He says tightening his grip I release a strangled cough.

"And you aren't even gonna apologize?" He screams, i had to apologize? Why do I have to do that? "I-I'm sorry.. please I can't breathe Ryan." I struggle to find words, I struggle to pry his hands off of me

"You just love watching me suffer don't you, watching me see you with other guys." He says, why does he have tears in his eyes.

"Answer the fucking question." He shouts, when I don't he shoves my head back and i cough gasping for air rubbing my throat. The car starts.

"N-n-no no, i- Ryan no, please please let me leave." I struggle to talk and he ignores me pulling out of the parking lot driving back to the place that stopped feeling like a safe home.

My hand slowly goes to the car handle and I open it but yelp when he grabs my hair yanking me back "the fuck do you think your doing? I'm taking you home Sophia." He grits not letting go of my hair.

The car ride feels like it's forever, the car ride was uncomfortable, Ryan gets out of the car and walks over to the passenger side, and as much as I wanna fight against this my body is too weak. I feel dehydrated.

The door opens and I feel him wiping away my tears "don't worry Sophie, I'll take care of you now that you're home, okay? Come on let's go." He says pulling me out of the car.

He forces me to walk in that house, and he forces me into my old room locking the door.

And like I'm a little kid again it happens all over again.

My body shoots up, and as much as I wished it was a nightmare it wasn't. Ryan isn't it my room thankfully, I feel like screaming.

I feel like ripping out my hair, I feel like scratching my skin until he's no longer there. I force myself up, I force myself to shower so maybe, just maybe I'll feel better.