Chapter 5

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Liv.

I hear my keys chiming in my hand. They are turning the lock. They are unlocking the door. I shuffle through the doorway, stuffing my hands in my pockets. I scarcely smell the wafts of spices and marinade up my nose.

"Liv, is that you?" I hear my mom's voice. She sounds like she's forcing a smile. She's forcing a joyful lilt in her tone. I hear a crash. I'm worried. I hear screaming. Screaming. Screaming. I hear my dad's voice yelling. Shouting. Shouting.

I'm worried.

My earbuds are in my hands. I stuff them in my ears. Hit play.

Blast music so I can't hear what the house sounds like.

All I can think is, he's yelling again.

I check the time.

4:53 pm.

I look away. Water. Drowning. Jumped off the coast. Water. Water.

Don't think. It'll be fun.

Stop.

It's so quiet.

I can feel it eating my ears.

The silence is so loud.

So loud.

I can feel my feet walking towards my room. I can feel my hand against the cool doorknob. I can feel myself close the door.

Everything is silent.

So quiet.

I feel myself fall onto a chair. My arms falling limp at my sides.

All I can think is, I wish things were like before.

I wish I were okay.


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