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Liv.

2 months ago.

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To: Sam23@gmail.com

From: Livvy38@gmail.com

Subject: sorry

Sam... I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm supposed to say. We broke? We broke up? I don't know what I'm supposed to say. I don't want to be broken up but at the same time, we are. We've been broken up for a while. I'm sorry I kissed you. If I hadn't then maybe things wouldn't have been like this. I'm sorry for that.

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58 days ago.

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To: Sam23@gmail.com

From: Livvy38@gmail.com

Subject: i don't know

Sam... I don't know what to say. I don't blame you for jumping off the coast. I don't blame you for telling me to, too. That was on me. It was my choice.

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54 days ago.

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To: Sam23@gmail.com

From: Livvy38@gmail.com

Subject: ...

I don't know what to write. All I know is that I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been mad. I shouldn't have blamed you. I was blaming myself. I didn't know what to do. I thought we'd be together forever, you know? Like two peas in a pod. But I changed that. I thought we were going to move out together and live next door while you and I were in school. I changed that. I don't know what I'm doing, but...

I know I've said this a lot, but I'm sorry.

So sorry.

You wouldn't know.

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I would know Liv, I would.

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31 days ago.

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To: Sam23@gmail.com

From: Livvy38@gmail.com

Subject: ...

I guess, I'm never going to send these to you right? I guess it's too personal.

Remember? I told you that my parents were splitting up? My mom wants to move to Boston. I know right? Crazy. She doesn't want to be with my dad anymore. Couldn't deal. She told me to start packing and I didn't know what to do. What do I do? I just threw things around for an hour. It doesn't matter if I can't rearrange it, I'm going to be gone by the end of the semester. She says it's better if I've already graduated.

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28 days ago.

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To: Sam23@gmail.com

From: Livvy38@gmail.com

Subject: ...

I'm leaving soon, and I just wanted to say goodbye. I don't know how to. The intern position has another location in Boston, my mom wanted me to have that too. They said it's okay if I just transfer over. I don't know.

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14 days ago.

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To: Sam23@gmail.com

From: Livvy38@gmail.com

Subject: ...

Hey... so I guess I saw your emails.

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10 days ago.

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To: Sam23@gmail.com

From: Livvy38@gmail.com

Subject: ...

I'm sorry, Sam. For not reaching out to you. For not getting closure. I'm sorry. I guess we're getting it now though, right? I met this guy, he's great Sam. He makes me want to be happy. It's hard to be happy now, with all that's happening. We met up before you and I meet up.

I hope I'll see you one day in the future,

goodbye, Sam,

Love,

Liv.

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