chaotic life

12 Feelings

Isha's P.O.V 

I got an idea. A little extra money doesn't hurt, especially when I will be needing books apart from the study material provided by the University. 

Yes it's going to be challenging, I will have to stay up late or get up early to study. It will f*ck up my sleep schedule but it will be worth it at the end, also it's not like it's new for me. I tutor my brother all the time so what can this new one do? With that thought I went out to talk with her mother. 

**me** Namaste aunty 

(Hello aunty) 

**Aunty** Namaste beta, Tum kon? 
(Hello dear, who are you?) 

**me**Mai Akansha ki friend hu
(I am Akansha's friend)

**Aunty**Aacha 
(oh) 

Damn it's getting awkward, I have never done this before, but it's about my future have to do it 

(throat clearing) 

**me**Sorry Mai aapki baat nahi sunna chahti thi but awaj aa rahi thi to sun liya, aapki beti ki help kar sakti hu mai
(sorry I didn't mean to eavesdrop but I can help your daughter) 

**Aunty**Aur vo kaise?
(and may I ask how?) 

**me**Mai Usko padha sakti hu aapke ghar aa kar Aur aapne bhi abhi bola na ki coaching wale bahut fees lete hain Main toh minimal fees mai padhaungi use.

(I can home tutor her, and anyways right now you said that coaching institutes are asking for a high fees, I won't ask that from you) 

**Aunty**Tum karti Kya ho? 
(what do you do) 

**me** Abhi just bcom complete kiya hai 
(just completed my bcom) 

**Aunty**Kitne paise logi? 
(what will you charge?) 

**me**Aapki beti Konsi class mai hai?
(your daughter is in which grade) 

**Aunty**10th

**me**3,000 lungi par sare subject padhaungi Aur vo bhi aapke ghar aakar 
(3,000 inr for all subjects) 

**Aunty**Kuch jyada nahi hai? 
(it's too much) 

**me**Ab itna toh banta hai aunty, Mai aapke ghar aaungi Aur sare subjects bhi padhaungi 

(it's valid, I will home tutor her that too all subjects )

**Aunty**Phir bhi thode jyada hai 

(but still) 

**me**    Aap ek kaam kijiye 2 din ka demo dekh lijiye agar mera padhana pasand aa gaya toh fix kar Lena nahi toh aapki Marji 

(why don't you take a demo for 2 days) 

**Aunty**    Thik hai kal aa jao

(OK come tomorrow) 

**me**Kitne baje? 

(time) 

**Aunty**5-6 baje 

(5-6 pm) 

**me**Thik hai, chalti hu, bye, bye Akansha 

(OK) 

**Akansha /Aunty**Bye

With that being said I took leave from there. I was determined to make sure I achieved my dreams ,I will do everything in my power for my future, for my own self. 

I start my journey back home, all the while reflecting on today's events, listening to Arijit Singh. Reaching home I drop on the couch and take long, deep breaths.