love you until the very end. - OMORI SUNTAN

chapter twenty-six

/!\ this chapter will contain lot of self harm, depression, suicide attempts, child neglect, and bit of alcoholism. /!\ (alcohol is really bad for your health and can cause diseases or even deadly comatose if too much is drunk. to drink with moderation)
stay safe.

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The Hooligans were there. seeming to be messing around the park like always. Kel sighed in annoyance. he wanted to go to the park so he could talk to Sunny in a calm and safe place. Kim noticed the two boys.

-"hey ! if it isn't Kel and Sunny !" Kim yelled, and all of the Hooligans turned. Aubrey too. she seemed surprised but also angry. Kim did not seem to have some bad attention or wanting to mess with them. she was kind of thankful to the both of them, since they helped her mother.

-"ah, Kel, Sunny. it's been a while, isn't it ?" Aubrey spoke up, walking toward Kel and Sunny.

-"how's life doing, huh ? must be easy, mister Kel ! everytime i see you, you have a fucking smile on your face ! Basil is dead ! he committed suicide and it seems like you've forgotten ! " she said angrily. Kel didn't like that at all. he didn't want to fight again. not with her, about the same topic.

-"Aubrey, it's not like that. i'm trying to stay positive, to not destroy my mental health. Basil's death affect me A LOT MORE than you think." Kel answered in a stern tone. this tone always surprised and frightened Sunny. she let out a small chuckle, not believing what Kel was saying, even though it's the full truth. she then stared at Sunny angrily too, and started to walk toward him, slowly. Kel was on his guard, he wouldn't let anything happening to Sunny.

-"and you, my dear Sunny. i guess you're doing better, huh !? you found yourself a boyfriend, you didn't visit Mari, and Basil neither ! you hang out even more with Kel, it's like you really forgotten your acts, your crime ! what's wrong with you Sunny !? you're not even talking to me anymore ! how many times did we saw each other outside, again earlier in Othermart ! you're avoiding me ! we used to be friends, remember !?"

she then grabbed Sunny by his collar. the only Sunny was hoping, is that it wouldn't reveal his neck wound. Kel told her to stop and to not grab him like that, but she didn't listen.

-"i wonder why i gave you a second chance, Sunny ! how much i want to punch you because of what you did ! but i thought that: "poor Sunny, it's true he went through a lot and that even though he KILLED his sister, he hates himself so much, and he doesn't deserve what happened to him. what if i let him another chance to help him getting better ?" WELL I WAS WRONG ! WRONG, WRONG AND WRONG ALL THE WAY. YOU SHOULD'VE DIED THAT DAY, KEL SHOULDN'T HAVE CAUGHT YOU ! YOU DISGUST ME SO DAMN MUCH ! OF COURSE I HATE YOU SUNNY, HOW COULD YOU DO THAT !?"

she yelled, angrily, but tears running down her eyes. Kel pushed Aubrey away from Sunny. she felt someone holding her hand, and she looked back, revealing to be Kim. for the first time, Kim showed empathy toward the two boys.

-"A-Aubrey, i think it's enough. hum... i know you're mad, but you're going too far." Kim said.
Aubrey was about to start talking back before Kel yelled at his turn.

-"she's right ! you're going too far Aubrey ! you apologised to him not so long ago. and now you're wishing that he died of attempt !? what is wrong with YOU !? you don't know what he's been and going through !"

but Aubrey chuckled. she grew more hysterical.

-"like his life would be worse than mine ! he has a loving mother, and his father isn't so bad. he's the one destroying himself, and making it seems like he has a hard life ! does he has an alcoholic mother who doesn't take care of anything !? did he grew mad by everything unfair happening to him !? did he lost his friends like i did !? i don't think so !"