the sky turned to black
the sun turned red
i couldn't go back
i'm better off dead
stuck in an old wooden shack
wandering around in my head
bright starlight from above
one blink and you're long gone
i hear your voice like a morning dove
standing in the forest all alone
and now you're playing with my emotions
just to bring me down
hoping you could get a reaction out of me
the demon in me is out to play
restraining me down to my bed
the words escaping my body aren't really mine
narcissistic, selfish, a toxic bitch
the basis of the things i say when im possessed
i wanted to get old so bad
but now im regretting my wishes
late night thoughts forgot to mention
that i just needed to get away from this mess
to truly make the changes i need to make
i'm praying on every single persons downfall
just so i can be the bitch in charge
i've had to be this way
because i don't have a stable life at home
and now you're playing with my emotions
just to bring me down
hoping you could get a reaction out of me
the demon in me is out to play
restraining me down to my bed
the words escaping my body aren't really mine
narcissistic, selfish, a toxic bitch
the basis of the things i say when im possessed
the night is starting now
and im feeling at my lowest again
i dont really want to die
but i dont know how much more of this shit i can take
i'm healing my broken friendships
but the only one i'm interesting in healing
is the one with the boy who tore my soul apart
and now you're playing with my emotions
just to bring me down
hoping you could get a reaction out of me
the demon in me is out to play
restraining me down to my bed
the words escaping my body aren't really mine
narcissistic, selfish, a toxic bitch
the basis of the things i say when im possessed
i just need to do this one thing
to set my life on a straight path
what's worse than losing the love of your life
then also losing your closest friend?
i guess i had to learn the hard way
shattered me like a mirror
getting angry and driving your fist into it
and now you're playing with my emotions
just to bring me down
hoping you could get a reaction out of me
the demon in me is out to play
restraining me down to my bed
the words escaping my body aren't really mine
narcissistic, selfish, a toxic bitch
the basis of the things i say when im possessed
