when i wake up in the morning
as much as i hate being me
im glad that im still me
cause id hate for somebody else to have to
wake up living my life
i'd hate for someone to have to go through
all of the things that i've went through
cause im not really the best person
and i've done some fucked up things
but at least i can say that i'm still me
in the face of all these twisted lies
in my bed my demons reside
in my head my secrets lie
and everything that i've been working towards
is torn to shreds
the fucking creature that i've become
has burned the bridges built by those closest
i don't know when or how but today
i discovered the person im bound to become
i tore down the walls that we had built
all out of spite for you communicating with your ex
i sit and self loathe with taylor swift playing everyday
but nothing that i do is able to save me from the pain
in my bed my demons reside
in my head my secrets lie
and everything that i've been working towards
is torn to shreds
the fucking creature that i've become
has burned the bridges built by those closest
i don't know when or how but today
i discovered the person im bound to become
what will i become when i have no one left
who will i have to run to when everyone's left
when will my worst dreams become reality
where will i go when i have nothing to do
why do i self sabatoge right before i fall asleep
in my bed my demons reside
in my head my secrets lie
and everything that i've been working towards
is torn to shreds
the fucking creature that i've become
has burned the bridges built by those closest
i don't know when or how but today
i discovered the person im bound to become
