am i ever gonna be enough
will i get the perfect guy
and will he come and save me from my pain?
do you ever sit back and wonder
if we could ever get back together
do you ever think that maybe
i wouldn't be so forgiving
and that i'd just push you away again
it's something that i always do
im writhing in pain
trapped in my head
i'm struggling to break free
strapped down to my bed
i'm falling
i'm falling off that cliff
won't you extend your hand
and pull me up
i'm rolling
im rolling in my grave
how could i be so stupid
thinking you want a life with me
flashback to my freshman year
i fell in love with a boy
tall with brown hair
and when i look over my shoulder
i can't believe what i see
a vision of you walking up to me
but maybe we weren't meant to be
our crossed paths would fade in the past
you're in college now and living your life
i hope you find a guy who'll spend his with you
i'm falling
i'm falling off that cliff
won't you extend your hand
and pull me up
i'm rolling
im rolling in my grave
how could i be so stupid
thinking you want a life with me
and finally i land on you
messing with my head in every which way
i don't know how or what to say
but guys like you make me wish i wasn't gay
i'm falling
i'm falling off that cliff
won't you extend your hand
and pull me up
i'm rolling
im rolling in my grave
how could i be so stupid
thinking you want a life with me
