i'm young and in love
with a boy who'll never change his mind
he's caring and empathetic
and my god i'm so pathetic
i got bored one day and invited you over
and sure enough you came
i started to get tired and later that night
i wished i would have fallen asleep in your arms
i'm wishing all my pain away
for some boy who'll never be able to love me
so don't be afraid to call me a mistake
cause darling i say it to my reflection all the time
we come to each other about our problems
like we're each others therapists
you come to me about boys and i do the same
but what you don't know is it's eating me alive
i can never seem to have friends that stay so long
that's why i feel lucky with you, makayla and bella
but unlike makayla and bella i actually love you
and i want to spend my life with you
and i know ive told you this before in my late night rants
but my god i just wish you'd give me the chance
we come to each other about our problems
like we're each others therapists
you come to me about boys and i do the same
but what you don't know is it's eating me alive
we rant to each other about our parents
cause there's nothing more hurtful than them
i don't know if it's your looks or personality
but the thought of you is eating me alive
i met you outside of eighth period
caught feelings for you then
added you on socials on halloween
and that night became quite frightful
thought i ruined our friendship right there
but thankfully i didn't even thought it's eating me alive
i've gotten closer to you everyday
and we've started facetiming
and it's bringing back memories i wish i kept down
but maybe this is just a step in finally
getting you to fall in love with me
we come to each other about our problems
like we're each others therapists
you come to me about boys and i do the same
but what you don't know is it's eating me alive
we rant to each other about our parents
cause there's nothing more hurtful than them
i don't know if it's your looks or personality
but the thought of you is eating me alive
i met you outside of eighth period
caught feelings for you then
added you on socials on halloween
and that night became quite frightful
thought i ruined our friendship right there
but thankfully i didn't even thought it's eating me alive
i've gotten closer to you everyday
and we've started facetiming
and it's bringing back memories i wish i kept down
but maybe this is just a step in finally
getting you to fall in love with me
when you gonna fall in love with me
cause these thoughts are eating me alive
yeah everything is eating me alive
