i hate that i gave
you power over me
i let your words seep in my head
and i put them on this page
you think that you've got the upper hand
think you've got so much shit against me
but i'll tell you the truth
i remember certain things
so i can bring up
when i feel wronged
and i feel wronged
so let me speak my peace
you never would let me breathe
i thought i wasn't enough
but it was just you fucking with my head
i should've known it back then
cause if i did i wouldn't have stayed
but now that i did and that you're all gone
i wish we could still be together
and i know it's not smart
it's probably the worst that i've wished for
so rub your hands on that crystal ball
and tell me what the fuck is coming for me
and every time i tried to tell you how i felt
you would tell me you're too busy
to fucking deal with that shit
so i just sat there, and held back my tears
as you sat there on your computer
playing your fucking video games
i don't know i didn't fucking leave you then
i think maybe it's because i felt loved for once
i had been to told to leave, it'd be better for my mind
but i ignored their advice and continued to dive down deeper into madness
so let me speak my peace
you never would let me breathe
i thought i wasn't enough
but it was just you fucking with my head
i should've known it back then
cause if i did i wouldn't have stayed
but now that i did and that you're all gone
i wish we could still be together
and i know it's not smart
it's probably the worst that i've wished for
so rub your hands on that crystal ball
and tell me what the fuck is coming for me
you said you loved me so much
i was the perfect guy
so beautiful, so wonderful, so fucking perfect
then why didn't you give me respect
or treat me the way i treated you
cause i never ever would've done the shit you fucking did to me
so let me speak my peace
you never would let me breathe
i thought i wasn't enough
but it was just you fucking with my head
i should've known it back then
cause if i did i wouldn't have stayed
but now that i did and that you're all gone
i wish we could still be together
and i know it's not smart
it's probably the worst that i've wished for
so rub your hands on that crystal ball
and tell me what the fuck is coming for me
