[COMPLETE]Nervous break down [Ja'far modern love story]

Chapter 1: Regrets and hardships

It was all cause of him and only him that I've become this way, I can't believe he left me all those years ago.

Cindy sighed as she watched the man who she used to call her best friend flirt and talk with a pink haired female with blue eyes. She sulked at the idea of him being with someone else, but she knew all too well that he wouldn't even look at her let alone talk to her either. She closed her eyes before she got up and left the room, she knew better than to think that someone like her would ever get his attention. Cindy went to her classroom and she finished grading the paper work, she had her hand under her chin as she marked and wrote on the papers. As she finished she heard a knock on the door.

"Its unlocked." She soon heard the door open and she saw the male she knew as her best and childhood friend come into the room.

She sat up straight before she ran a hand through her silver hair. "May I help you Ja'far?"

"Um...Well you see, I'd like to ask you why it seems like we're so far from each other now." He said as he averted his eyes from her

She rose an eyebrow at him. "Really? you're the one who told me to stay away from you after we got out of college. Or did you really forget that argument we had all those years ago?"

Ja'far frowned as he looked down sadly. "I was hoping that wasn't the case...I hoped it was for some other reason. Not because of my foolishness. Cindy I'm sorry for what I've done to keep you from me, please can't you talk to me again?"

She placed her papers into a neat pile before she got up. "What makes you think that after four years that I'll suddenly talk to you? Ever since we both got a job here I've over-watched what you've been doing. There is no reason for you to talk to me, you are friends with most of the faculty here. You don't need a loser like me to talk to you." She said as she pointed to herself as she looked to him dully

He stepped towards her and held her hands in his own. "You aren't a loser, I can't believe you'd think that way about yourself." He said with a frown

She scoffed. "I don't trust a word that comes out of you since you abandoned me for someone else. Honestly do you really think that talking to me now will get you anywhere?"

He sighed "I'm sorry for not talking to you as of late, I've been contemplating on some things and well a friend of mine talked through my problems with me today. I want to make amends with you."

"Like it matters now, I'm being transferred in two months."

His green eyes widen "W-What?! When did that happen?!"

She sighed and pulled her hands from his; even though she did enjoy the feeling of his hands around hers. "A while back, I had said something to the principal and well I am getting transferred cause of it."

He shook his head. "No you can't leave! There has to be a way to keep you here!"

"Nope it's too late, he has already made the preparations for me to leave here." She said shaking her head as she got her jacket from the cabinet.

"And you're okay with leaving here?!" Jafar asked concerned

She shrugged as she got her jacket on. "Whether I want to or not it's his choice. I have no say in it. It's what I get for standing my ground for something that I believe in. You should know that by now...its how we came to be this way to begin with."

She then left out, he left out after her and she locked the door before placing the keys to her room on its hook in the office. Afterwards Ja'far took her to the principal's office where he was going to do whatever it took to keep his best friend there. He couldn't let her leave, not when he was finally getting the nerve to talk to her after such a long period of time.