[COMPLETE]Nervous break down [Ja'far modern love story]

Chapter 2: Promises in the past

Cindy heard him speak as she looked out of the window, she remembered the last time she was within the car she was in now. It was the day that he had told her part from his side, she didn't like that she was back in the car once more, but it was better than the hell of a walk she'd have to do each night. She closed her eyes and sighed as she held onto the sleeves of her jacket tightly.

"Before all of this happened Ja'far, you and I have been friends for years. Don't you think maybe just talking to me...Maybe...Just maybe, things might have gone your way instead of you pushing me away like an asshole?"

Jafar sighed as he began to drive again. "I wasn't thinking back then, paranoia was getting to me to think that maybe talking to you would just talk to me about it."

"I see." She said as he parked in front of the place that she lived. "As of right now I don't think I can trust you like I had before. You need to gain my trust before I get close to you again. Thank you for taking me home I'll see you Monday Ja'far."

She then got out of the car and walked to her house unlocking it before she waved to him one last time before closing the door. She then slid down the door as she began to cry in her hands. Cindy had to hold herself back as she was in the car with Ja'far, she did as she promised Sinbad, she heard him out. It didn't change what she felt. It didn't change that she felt betrayed by him. With Ja'far he looked at the house she lived and knew she had been holding herself back, she hadn't once ever looked to him when she spoke. He knew her far too well to know that she was hiding something from him. But what? He had no idea, but he wasn't going to take no for an answer, he was going to start up an old tradition with her once more come the next day.

He drove home and was welcomed home by his two cats whom he named after Cindy and Sinbad. The two people he was grateful to have in his life. Cindy was the woman he loved so dearly and Sinbad gave him the job he had, he hadn't known that Cindy worked there till a faculty meeting. He saw her there and she talked differently to Sinbad than she had to people in the past. He picked up Cindy and gave her the attention he would give to Sinbad. He lied on his couch as he held her in his arms. She didn't mind it as she purred and smothered his face with her own. She soon fell asleep against him as Sinbad came up and tried to get attention from Jafar only to see that Jafar had fallen asleep with his sister on top of him.

Come the next day Jafar wore more casual clothes and went to see Cindy once more, he knocked on the door only to get no answer, he felt concerned but knocked once more only to get no answer once more. He tried the door only to see that it was unlocked, he went into the house and he went looking for Cindy only to see her in the bathroom with her arm over the tub with her arm bleeding. His emerald green eyes widen as he saw what he had. He rushed to her side and tried to wake her but she wouldn't wake up. It concerned him and he tried to see if she had a pulse and she did which he was thankful for, he cleaned and patched up her arm before he carried her to her room where he waited for her to wake up. He only hoped that she would actually wake up, that he was doing the right thing.

He brushed his hand through her white hair as he frowned, he didn't know she was suffering so badly because of him. He knew it was because of him that things had gotten so bad for her. If it wasn't for him being so rude to her she wouldn't have resorted to cutting herself, she wouldn't have been so cold to him, she wouldn't have held herself back from him.

"Cin...I'm beyond sorry for making you do this to yourself. You don't deserve to deal with this amount of pain, I know you have held yourself back from telling me a lot and it probably hurts you too much to speak to me...But I love you. I know I won't hear it from you for a while...But I..I just had to tell you before it was too late." He said as he held her hand softly