History.

9.

I put Riley down for her nap after the whole fiasco with Caine, I took Riley to get some Wendy's before we went home

I turned her fan on and closed her blinds, I walked out her room leaving the door cracked so I could hear her when she got up

I was a real life mother when it came to Riley and I loved every minute of it, I loved taking care of kids though it could be tiring I loved it

I went back to my room contemplating on my next steps, I'm gonna give Caine a chance to explain himself but I'm already hearing bullshit

I stood up pacing I couldn't just up and leave because of Riley but then again she wasn't mine, I sighed grabbing for my phone seeing missed calls and messages from Caine I rolled my eyes

I went to facetime calling Trinity she answered within two rings "Sis you good? I just heard what happened the whole hood talkin about y'all" I rolled my eyes shaking my head

"I'm good I'm just tired of this shit Trin like I'm ready to get the fuck"

"There's too many niggas out here for me to be trippin over one" I shook my head "Yeah but y'all got history T"

"Quality over Quantity" I shrugged walking over to our closet grabbing my LV duffel bag "So what's your plan"

"I need space man" I shook my head sighing "Like all we do now is argue over petty shit make up then argue again and now this"

"I need a fucking break" I huffed "T you know what happened the last time y'all took a break, the nigga got a bitch pregnant"

"Yeah" I scoffed as I began stuffing clothes in my bag "Can I come stay with you for a bit, you know just to figure shit out"

"T you know my spot is always open to you" Trinity smiled I nodded "Thank you sis, I should be there in about two hours"

"Okay let me know when you are on the way"

"I will, Love you"

"Love you too"

I hung up the facetime call sitting on the floor leaning against the wall, after sitting in peace for five minutes I heard the front door open then the alarm being disabled

Already knowing who it was I mentally prepared myself for this conversation, I heard heavy footsteps come up the stairs then into the room

"T where you at ma, we need to talk" I heard Caine's voice as he walked around the room, he walked into the closet his eyes shifting from me to my duffel bag he scoffed

"So you just gon up and leave over a picture?" He immediately got hostile "Caine shut the fuck up" I rolled my eyes throwing more clothes in my bag

"T keep fuckin playin dawg" Caine cursed at me I ignored him

"Look ma, the picture is not what it looks like the bitch set me up"

"Fuck you mean the bitch set you up" I snapped my head at him giving him a glare "How does a bitch set you up by putting her fuckin ass in your face and you sitting there enjoying it"

"You ain't shit Caine"

"Six fucking years of this shit and this is how you do me!" I yelled "Lower yo fuckin voice my daughter in this bitch"

I shook my head "You get a bitch pregnant on me, then you drug dealing like you ain't good for shit else and then you got a lightskinned ass hoochie shakin her ass in yo face!" I continued to yell

Caine kept his eyes on me glaring at me "I wasn't enjoying that shit Tiana, the bitch set me the fuck up"

"She did that shit on purpose had somebody take a picture of us to make it seem like that shit was intentional but on my daughter cuh, I didn't enjoy that shit"

"I don't want that bitch I want you ma" Caine voice got softer as he walked closer to me I backed away from him

"I need a break Caine, from this" I pointed between us Caine scoffed looking elsewhere "I'm not doin that shit again T"

"Yeah maybe it's best we don't I don't want to come back and you gotta another baby momma in yo collection" I spoke smartly Caine scoffed

"Man you always bringing that shit up"

"Cause it was foul Caine!"

"You cheated on me and got another bitch pregnant, I ain't gonna forget that shit especially when I see Riley damn near everyday looking like a spitting image of both you and her!"

"Aight bro" Caine waved me off  "So what we done?" He looked at me with no emotion, silence fell between us I didn't know what I wanted

I wanted this, I wanted Caine there was so much between us but I couldn't keep putting myself through this emotional roller coaster

"We're done" I nodded picking up my bag "Aight" Caine walked out the closet I walked out also grabbing some other things

"So am I allowed to do my own thing or what? Or is that gonna be cheating" Caine spoke being sarcastic mocking my words

"Fuck you Caine"

"Fuck you Tiana" He spat as he sat on the bed "You always let these dumb bitches get in yo fuckin head, fuckin up what we got goin on" He went on

"You can't even see them bitches you want to hangout with so bad is jealous of you and want what you got"

"I don't know why, my nigga is easier than bitches that stand on corners" I spoke smartly

Caine chuckled deeply shaking his head "Get the fuck out my crib shorty"

"Gladly" I grabbed my phone after zipping up my bag walking out the room, I poked my head into Riley's room seeing if she was okay I walked in fully kissing her forehead

"I love you so much pumpkin" I whispered she shifted in her sleep I stood up fully walking out her room, Caine stood by our room door watching me

"Yo my daughter good off you"

"Caine what the fuck ever" I rolled my eyes walking down the stairs

"Where the fuck you gon go you ain't got no place to stay at" Caine followed me downstairs I ignored him grabbing my car keys

"Yo you don't hear me talkin to you"

I threw up my middle finger walking out the front door, Caine chuckled nodding "Oh aight Tiana, you really fuckin feelin yo self cuh"

I closed the door behind me not wanting to hear anything else he had to say, I was hurt— we both said some hurtful things to each other

I just don't understand where we went wrong, we use to be so healthy and loving then it turned into something I never wanted out of a relationship

Something I never wanted for us, but I had to do better for myself I love Caine with everything in me but I have to love myself more

For my well being.

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