ChanChang Oneshots

it's okay

A/N requested on Wattpad
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Chan was always scared of sexual acts. Sex especially. It was always painful and made him tear up and cry.

And then he can't stop crying. Having a full breakdown.

He remembers clear as day when he was having sex with his boyfriend, Changbin.

They've been dating for 8 months and the younger wanted to take a step further. Which was sex.

Chan was nervous about it. But he agreed to it.

And things took for a turn.

"Alright I'm going to move." Changbin says as he holds the others leg.

Chan nods and grips onto the bedsheets. It was painful.

Changbin carefully pushes in and out of Chan. Groaning at the feeling.

Chan was hurting. His body wasn't used to the size. Not used to anything in him.

"I-it hi-hurts!" Chan cries out. Tears rolling down.

"St-stop!" He didn't think he would have a breakdown. Especially in front of Changbin.

The younger quickly pulls out and hugs the older. Rubbing his bare back and whispering words of comfort.

"Shh, it's okay. You're okay. I'm sorry." Changbin whispers.

Chan's tears weren't stopping. He was practically sobbing.

He was embarrassed. Why did this happen to him?

Rest of the night, Changbin decided to comfort Chan, making him his favorite food and watching his favorite movie.

Sex forgotten.

Chan sighs as he recalls that day. How embarrassing. But Changbin never brought it up again. And Chan's thankful for that.

It's been 3 months since that has happened and they haven't tried to have sex again.

Maybe it was because they were afraid that the same thing would happen again.

Chan pulls on his hoodie drawstrings, enclosing his head and face in it.

"Chan hyung?" The fore-mention looks up and sees Changbin standing there.

The younger giggles and sits down next to him.

"What's up?" Changbin whispers as he removes the hoodie.

Chan sighs and leans his head on the others shoulder.

"Just thinking about that day." Chan answers.

Changbin hums. That day surprised him. He didn't know why it happened. He didn't want to ask the elder.

"Let's have sex." Chan whispers looking at the wall in front of him.

"Eh?!" Changbin exclaims.

Chan looks at him.

"Let's have sex." He repeats.

Changbin shakes his head. As much as he wanted to, he didn't want to hurt the elder.

"You know we don't have to if you're not comfortable with it."

Chan bites his bottoms lip.

"I don't wanna be afraid of having sex. Pain is just a small part of it. So I wanna get passed that and move with my life."

Chan holds the youngers hands. "Please."

Changbin slowly nods. If Chan was okay with this, then he'll do his best to be gentle.