ChanChang Oneshots

help pt.2

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⚠️MENTIONS OF SCHIZOPHRENIA AND NARCISSISM, PILL TAKING. IF YOU'RE NOT COMFORTABLE READING THIS CHAPTER, FEEL FREE TO SKIP IT⚠️
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Those thoughts never left Changbin. How could they? Sure there was medication. But they don't help him.

"Maybe you can get a stronger dose?" Chan suggests. Worried about his boyfriend and his health.

Changbin shakes his head. "I already got the strongest dosage."

Chan just nods and continues to hold Changbin. Afraid to let him go and the younger to have another breakdown.

Changbin didn't mind. He felt safe and loved. Enjoying the warmth of Chan.

"You feeling better?" Chan asks as he looks down at the younger.

Changbin nods. He was feeling better. His mental breakdown passing for the time being.

"You hungry? I bet our breakfast is cold now." Chan chuckles lightly as he reaches over for the bag of food.

"It's fine. I don't mind eating it cold." Changbin says, feeling his stomach growl.

"No no! I'll reheat this! You deserve a nice hot breakfast." Chan says as he pulls away and gets up from the bed.

"Wanna come with?" Chan asks as he didn't want to leave the younger alone.

Changbins nods and gets up from the bed. Holding onto Chan's hand as they make their way to the kitchen.

Changbin not wanting to let go of Chan. He didn't know how much he needed the elder in his life.

Even if his thoughts said otherwise. He knew that he definitely needed Chan to help him get passed his breakdowns.

Chan didn't mind the younger not letting go. It was a struggle to get the food unwrapped and onto a plate.

But as long as Changbin was okay. Then it was worth it.

Changbin can feel his thoughts coming back in. Squeezing Chan's hand a bit to remind him that he wasn't alone.

He had Chan.

The elder looking at Changbin, squeezing his hand back gently.

The younger breathes in and out. Calming himself down.

"You're okay. I'm here with you." Chan whispers as he grabs hold on Changbins other hand.

"Breathe in,,,,and out..." Chan says trying to help the younger.

Changbin doing so. Inhaling for 4 beats and exhaling for another 4.

Chan softly smiles. Changbin smiling back as well.

"Better?" He asks.

Changbin nods. He was better for the time being.

"I love you. And I'll never leave you." Chan whispers as he kisses Changbins forehead.

Those words helping him calm down.

He nods again. "I love you too. Thank you."

Changbin may never have those thoughts and feelings leave. But as long as he was with Chan, he'll be okay. He had help.