in the past

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⚠️THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN ABUSE, MENTIONS OF ABUSE AND TOXIC RELATIONSHIP. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH IT, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SKIP IT!⚠️
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He wanted it to stop. He needed it to stop.

No longer can his mind and body take anymore of this abuse.

"You can't even do anything right! I have to do it all myself!" The yelling was getting louder.

Smack

Changbin hissed out in pain and quickly covered his now red and painful cheek. He wanted nothing more then to cry.

Go back to the dorms and lie in bed, to just cry.

"Don't you dare fucking cry!"

What happened to him? What happened to the once loving and caring person that Changbin liked so much?

He wish Chan was here. To protect him. To take him far away from this horrible man that was his boyfriend.

If Chan were here, he would have the courage to say something. To tell the male to leave Changbin alone and to never hurt him again or he will hurt him.

Chan would end things for him. And protect him and reassure him everything will be fine.

Just thinking about it, it gave Changbin the strength and courage to say and do things he would have never done.

"We're done. I hate you and this relationship!" Changbin yells out and pushes the male away from him.

"You've done nothing but hit me and abuse me verbally! I can't take it anymore!"

Smack

Another slap on the same cheek.

But Changbin didn't cry. He didn't want to look or be weak anymore.

"Shut the fuck up. We're not done unless I say we're done." The male hisses out in anger.

Changbin shakes his head. He can't keep this relationship going. He was juggling this and as well as his busy schedule.

"We're done." Changbin whispers in anger and leaves the males apartment.

And he ran. Ran back to the dorms.

Back to Chan.
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A week later after everything that had happened and Changbin was in the safety of the dorms.

He didn't tell anyone about what had happened. It was all just one big secret that he kept.

And his once small crush for Chan had grown more and more.

The leader was just sweet and kind. Making sure he and the others were rested and eating well during and after comeback shows.

"Binnie! Let's go or we'll be late!" Chan exclaims from the living room.

Stray Kids were about to head out to perform for their comeback.

Changbin finally comes out of his room and they left to the van.

Chan noticed the younger being a bit off. How he would sometimes flinch when one yells. Or when one raises their hand for just a high five.

He was just worried about him.

Wanted nothing more to protect him. To love him.

Chan did have a crush on the younger. He just wishes, hopes that Changbin would like him back.

"Are you okay?" Chan whispers to Changbin.

The younger nods. A small smile on his face as he looks at Chan.

"Fine."
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"Come on hyung!" Hyunjin whines as he tugs on Changbins arm.

The rapper groaning and getting off the couch.

"Fine. I'll go." Changbin says and follows Hyunjin and Minho out of the their backstage room.

"Be safe and be back in 30." Chan tells them before they leave.

It was a tiring and yet somewhat relaxing day for Changbin.

He felt so relieved to have gotten rid of the toxic man. Never having to see him again.

"Pass the green tea." Hyunjin says to Changbin.

He nods and starts to dig inside the bag, not really looking where he was going.

He bumped into someone and was quick to apologize to the person.

Slightly bowing and a bunch of I'm sorry's.

"Can't even walk correctly. You can't do anything by yourself!" The male says.

Changbin looks up and felt fear wash over him.

"Excuse me, he said he was sorry so back off." Minho interjects getting in between the two.

Changbin didn't want Minho to get hurt. He knew who far the man would go.

"Hyung. Let's just go. Please." Changbin pleads. Voice breaking a bit.

Hyunjin was also tugging on Minho's arm. They shouldn't be getting into any trouble. Plus they were already late and Chan would be out looking for them.

"Better back off before I smack the shit out of you." The male whispers to Minho.

The dancer wasn't threatened by it. He wasn't going to let some asshole hurt his fellow member.

"Please Minho. Let's go." Changbin continues crying a bit.

He felt so many feelings washing over him. He wanted to run and hide forever.

"You're seriously going to fucking cry?! So you haven't changed at all." The man raises his hand about to hit him.

Changbin looks away, waiting for it to come. The memories coming back and breaking him.

"Don't you ever hit him." A deep voice says.

Changbin looks up and sees Chan grabbing a hold on the males arm that was about to swing.

"Changbin hyung,,," Hyunjin says and grabs the rapper.

"Now leave before I break your face in." Chan whispers to the man.

The male just scoffs and leaves after Chan let go.

Changbin quickly hugs Chan, sobbing into his chest and saying how sorry he was. That he didn't want any of this to happen.

But Chan wasn't mad or disappointed.

He was just sad that Changbin had to go through that.

"You're okay. You're safe."

And he was. Because Chan was going to protect him.

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