ChanChang Oneshots

sleep

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⚠️pill taking, its for sleeping

i was going to write some wink wonk, but i feel like i've been writing a lot of that the last few chapters.
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chan looks at his reflection, poking at his skin as he observes it.

he looked,, different. his skin was pale as the bags under his eyes were dark.

his lips were chapped, barely maintaining them, only moisture given was when he licked them.

his hair was not maintained, strands sticking out and his curls crumpled up with barely any volume.

chan sighs tiredly, grabbing the bottle that was prescribed for him. he shakes the bottle, two white pills fall onto his hand. he chugged them and drank a bit of the tap water to help swallow.

he placed the bottle down on the sink counter and takes a deep breath as he shuts the bathroom light off, exiting the area and heading for his room.

changbin was there, laying in their bed, sound asleep.

it was currently 4am and chan hadn't gotten any sleep.

he would toss and turn every few minutes, changbin groaning in the process of the others movements.

so chan just laid there on his side, staring at changbins sleeping face, occasionally drawing on the others face with his fingers. tracing every feature.

changbin would scrunch his face or swat away whatever was touching him in his sleep but never fully waking up.

chan reaches for his phone, the time 4:10.

he decided to scroll through instagram and tiktok. watching a few youtube videos when he got bored of the other two.

"chan?..." changbin groggily called out. his face laced with heavy sleep.

he was sitting up, his eyes squinting around the semi dark room as the moonlight was barely peeking out.

chan paused his video, taking out an airpod.

"sorry, did i wake you?"

changbin shakes his head, "no. have you slept?"

"no... i can't sleep."

changbin sighs as he lays back down.

chan stares at changbin, watching as the others eyes couldn't keep open.

sleep was drawn over them, changbin looked tired even after sleeping proper hours.

"go back to sleep. i'll head out to the couch so i don't bother you."

changbin shakes his head, his eyes now fully shut as sleep started to consume him again.

he reached over for the leaders hand, interlocking their fingers together.

"stay.."

chan felt him give a tight squeeze, "okay. i'll stay."

chan didn't go back on his phone. he just simply watched changbin sleep, their hands still locked.

chan was awake for so long, the sun started to rise. he saw as it peeked through the curtains, casting a light in the room.

changbins features were now more visible as the sun lightly kissed his face.

chan smiles softly and leans over to kiss changbins forehead.

he started to feel tired. his body now just slumping into the bed, he flutters his eyes close. he felt his heart beating slowly. the pills finally kicking in.