Split Personality

Split Personality-22

"You are the best daughter in the world, so you understood me. But no one else can understand something like this. I am really feeling very much worry what happens if ever Sanjan knows about this. However much good guy he may be; I don't think he is that much good to respect his mother in law once he comes to know about this."

Still Nalini did not prefer to say anything but her heart filled with fear as she knew what her mother said was absolutely true.

"I am seeing only one way to this, one remedy to this..........." Malathi paused a second before saying "............my death. My committing suicide is the only solution to this problem."

"No mom, please don't say like that." That immediately caused concern in Nalini and she once again slumped in the chair she sat before. In whichever way her mother might behave, she could not let her do something like that. "Rose said that it is not possible to cure this with one hypnotic session. We are going to continue that treatment and you just be confident! You sure can be come out of this disorder hundred percent."

"I cannot feel like that dear. Whenever I am feeling that urge, it is very much. My using self satisfying method is just increasing the intensity of it more." Then Malathi looked into the face of her daughter with an anxious expression. "You cannot understand my problem unless you are in my place."

"I can understand mom, even not as much as you are sometimes I also do feel urge like that." Sighing heavily Nalini said. "We do go to that Rose again on this day itself and get that treatment. But you don't develop any foolish ideas in you. Just remember I also die as soon as you do such type of a thing."

"Tell me one thing dear." Malathi got off from the chair she sat and Nalini also got up. "Even after knowing what I am doing, still you can love me?"

"In the same measure mom, to be frank, even more." Nalini hugged her mother and kissed on her right cheek. "I always remember how much you struggled to make me like this. Your suffering from a disorder does not change it at all."

"I just don't know whether to feel sorrow or happy for it." With a worrying expression in her face Malathi said. "Anyhow one thing I want to say here, one thing. I don't think I can refrain myself from having it again."

Nalini sighed heavily and said "Alright mom, having it one or two times more does not change anything. If you cannot control yourself at all, let it happen."

"But what happens if ever Sanjan knows about it?" suddenly her mother's face was with full of worry.

"Try to be very much careful while you are having it. We shall see that you would be cured before Sanjan knows about it."

Malathi nodded her head in resignation. "Okay dear. You go and put yourself in your work. I come to you after I finished the work in the kitchen."

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Prameela did not remember when she started feeling it that fiercely but by the time she decided to have it, she has not become a woman. She did not know it would not be complete until she becomes a woman and the guy Sadan with whom she has it occasionally afterwards also said when his thing stuck in the middle of her thing "You are not a woman yet. So it would not go beyond this."

"What's the bloody hell that means?" with irritation she asked him.

Still keeping his thing half way in hers like that he put himself completely on her body and explained to her in her ear what it was to become a woman.

"So this means you cannot fuck me full until I become a woman." The irritation in her was increased even more.

"That's it." He kissed on her right ear and said.