Split Personality

Split Personality-104

"That is the most important point I am going to discuss with you now." Rose once again balanced her both arms on the table in between. "Mind has a certain nature that it forces those thoughts and feelings on us which we don't want to have at all. The more we do try to force those thoughts and feelings out, the more strong they do become. Let those thoughts do come and stay however long they want however much nasty and disgusting they may be. Don't entertain yourself such type of thoughts and feelings but you need not feel fear if they all by themselves came into you. But you engage yourself in some other work, reading a book or watching television, something like that while you are invaded by such thoughts."

"I have tried that but did not work out. I just cannot do anything at all while I have been torturing with those thoughts." the worrying expression was just so in his face.

"With practice it is possible, not immediately." Rose once again leaned back in the chair. "While leaving those thoughts and feelings in you just so, put yourself in some other work. Let all physical changes also do take place in you and don't worry about them too. Slowly and slowly those thoughts and feelings would be relegated in your mind and you can concentrate more on what you are doing."

"Alright doctor, I do try." Someswar said but his voice was with not much confidence. "But I heard that hypnotism would give best results for these types of problems."

Rose once again mellifluously laughed. "Hypnotherapy is a best technique to use. But do in the way I am going to tell just one month or so and then tell me whether it does work or not. Then I sure do give you hypnotherapy also."

"Alright doctor. Please tell me what should I do?" Once again there was a curious expression in the face of Someswar.

"You yourself don't indulge in sexual imagination or thinking. But that imagination or thinking all by itself invade into your mind, don't bother. Don't try to force them out from your mind and at the same time don't try to observe them particularly either. Just leave them on their own and put yourself on something reading, writing or watching. If there is nothing you can do, just remain calm letting those thoughts and imagination taking a whirlwind tour of your mind. "

"Even I don't observe them particularly, they sure do come to my notice and make me suffer. It happens like that even while I put myself engaged in something." Frowns gathered on the forehead of Someswar.

Rose leaned back again in the chair and her laughter was once again mellifluous to him. "You guessed it right! It just happens like that. But you have to find something important here." She paused for a moment before saying again. "If thoughts and imagination came into your notice all by themselves, it is 'noticing'. There is no problem! Just tell yourself strongly that you are not doing that thinking ant it is just unintentional. But don't put yourself particularly to think like that or imagine. That is enough!"

"I think I understood what you have said."

"You understood what I have said. But you are not feeling confident that it works. Just try one month in the way I said and I already promised you what I do."

"Okay doctor. I sure do in the way you said and meet you after one month." Someswar got off from the chair and there was confidence in his face.

"It sure does work for you." With her charming smile on her lips, Rose also got off from the chair.

Then she came out of her chamber along with Someswar to verify with one of her in patients before attending on the next schedule patient.

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