Split Personality

Split Personality-117

"I promised to you that I don't fuck you but not the rest." He smiled and when he tried to put his lips on her lips she did not resist. Instead of struggling herself to relieve from his hug, she also hugged him cooperating with him to a most full-fledged kiss. After keeping his lips on her lips for few seconds, he took her lower lip between her teeth frames and started chewing on it gently while his right hand was on her buttocks testing the smoothness of them. After some more seconds he released her lips and kissed on her right cheek and she also kissed on all over his face feverishly.

But suddenly she threw him back with all her strength as if she remembered only then what she was doing and he almost fell back as he unexpected that completely. Once she was freed from her hug, she ran away from that place with all her might even without looking back for once. Pradeep sighed heavily and he also started moving from that place.

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It surprised not only Charita's family, Anirudh's family, Anirudh but Charita herself took a decision to go to Anirudh's family and live along with him. Charita kept her family in her view all the time and mainly to safeguard the interests of her family she agreed her marriage with Anirudh but could not think and tolerate live along with him in his home. But this time she agreed to that not just because of her family interest to that matter not at all for it but because of her own personal interest! It was still very much surprising and equally disturbing to her that she could remember that without any inner turmoil and in fact wanted it again. She was trying to adjust herself by remembering what that psychiatrist said; body and mind both are distinct, different and separate things and not all the time they sync with each other and sometimes they do go absolutely against the wish and will of the other. Whenever her body was feeling the pleasure while mind forcing the memories of that incident onto surface, she understood it was just because the body was different from the mind and could console herself. But this time her body was dragging her mind along with it and she herself wanted to have that experience which was making her irritant. The craving of her body for that experience was that much; she ultimately took the decision to go to Anirudh's home and live along with him.

"Do you really want to live along with him?"

When she heard this question from her sister Sailaja, it really irritated her and with effort she managed not to show it in her face and voice.

"How long I can stay in this house itself? Sooner or later I have to go and live along with him so I am going." How could she say to her that she wanted to go to him for his fucking?

Immediately Sailaja put her both hands around the neck of his sister and kissed on her right cheek. "Alright sister. I wish all the best to your future."

"Say to our future" Charita returned the kiss on the cheek of her sister, relieved from her hold and proceeded with her parents to Anirudh's home.

Anirudh caught between two feelings mainly, fear and thrill when he came to know about the Charita's decision that she wanted to live along with him in his house. Even he remembered quite well that psychiatrist's warning that Charita's mood could be turned violent at any moment as the atrocity took place upon her was not simple one, he was feeling happy that Charita was coming to his home with an idea to live along with him. At the same he could not be completely happy also as he remembered the warning of the psychiatrist.

He did not know what exactly idea in Charita to decide herself to come to his home and maintain her relationship with him. Whatever he did to her on that day along with those two rogues was indeed a very ghastly thing and even she could forget all that and love him, it would not last long! If he was in her place he could not forget that episode that easily and love the person who was one of those culprits. Her feeling to live along with him might be impulsive and she might change her decision and go back to her home at any moment. If it was not so, she might have an idea to stay along with him and torture him for what he did for his whole life. Even it was not just he who did it to her, it was he who available to her and she could show all her rage and rancour she was feeling on the other two rogues also on him.