Split Personality

Split Personality- 70

"Thank you, thank you very much!" with a strange expression in her face Evalla said. "You believed in me like this."

"There is no question that I don't believe you Samee.....I...." suddenly Prameela stopped with a startling expression in her face. "Okatho......you are Okatho again...." she exclaimed.

"Yes, I am Okatho." Okatho's voice was low and with distress. "Quite an unfortunate girl! My desire to take revenge on those who gang-raped me and murdered my parents before my eyes never can be fulfilled I fear." Tears were started flowing down on the cheeks of Evalla.

"I gave the word to you that I help you in getting the grace of Amsara with which you can take revenge on those rogues. Don't worry like this." Looking into her face Sadan said.

"I just don't know. Evalla herself does not have any love on me. I really doubt whether she would agree to offer herself to Amsara when she becomes pregnant. " There was complete despair in the face of Okatho.

"Don't feel disappointment like that! Evalla certainly agrees to that, you can get the full grace of Amsara and take revenge on those rogues and god also helps you." Prameela said even she could not understand how really it was possible.

"Don't say the name of god! As the devotees of Amsara, we should never think about god." Suddenly Evalla's face was with fear.

"Then Amsara helps you in taking revenge against them. He never spares those who torture and kill his devotees." Prameela said.

"Amsara likes rapes like things. If I have agreed with that gang-rape I would not have been murdered like that. As I was against that, Amsara was angry with me. My mom also was against prostitution and try to live a normal housewife life while following the path of god and my dad just wanted to follow my mom. So Answara was angry with my parents also and he let them being murdered so."

"I just cannot understand one thing here Amsara....I just cannot understand one thing...." however much she did not want she could not remain without saying that. "That Amsara did not save you while you were gang-raped and because of which you were dead. He just let your parents also murdered like that. That bad angel is no less than those three rogues who gang-raped you and killed your parents. But you still wanted to be a devotee of him and get his grace?"

"Amsara is a bad angel and that is his weakness. I cannot blame him." Evalla said angrily. "It is just because of that Amsara the prior generations of our family have become abundantly rich and we lived so happily till my mother was against Amsara and started following god's ways."

"Are you angry with your mother then? Are you thinking if your mother followed the ways of Amsara forgetting about god, the situation would not have been turned out like that?"

"I am not angry with my mother. I loved her and thought so much to live like an ordinary respectable housewife as my mother so much wished all the time. I followed the ways of god along with her. But what god did to us? When we have decided in ourselves that much to follow him, why god did not save us from those rogues and that Amsara? Why he let me gang-raped like that and my parents' to be murdered in such a way?" Evalla was suddenly very much emotional and vehement.

"Relax Okatho, relax!" Sadan came near to her and took her right hand into his hands. "You do get the grace of Amsara and take revenge on those three bastards. Don't feel angry about those things with which you cannot do anything." He said looking soothingly into her face.

"It is not as easy as you said." Evalla also was looking into the face of Sadan. "I was gang raped like that while witnessing my parents being murdered so. Can anyone be relaxed remembering such incidents?"