Red flags..|chansung|

Its him.

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𝙸𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚕.

▶• ılıılıılıılıılıılılıılıılı. 3:19

🎧(𝘊𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘴, 𝘤𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘸)

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦?𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦?𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘉𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘴𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘍𝘪𝘹 𝘪𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘶𝘱'𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 (𝘯𝘰)𝘋𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘵𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧'𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦♪𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 🎧

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That song played as bangchan held his hand.
Who is he?

Bangchan kissed his hand.
His gentle soft lips pressing against his hand.
Who is he?

"hannie..i miss you , wake up baby."
Bangchan says in a shaky voice.

It's obvious he's about to break down into tears.
It's obvious he's so deeply in love with han.

Bangchan always knew Han was suicidal.
Bangchan always knew Han self-harmed.

Bangchan kissed the scars on Han's skin.
Bangchan kissed the tears on Han's skin.

Bangchan loved han.
But he was too scared.

Bangchan knew Han was scared of love.
Bangchan knew Han's saviour was a bitchy person.
Bangchan knew Han's saviour like it was his other half.

Bangchan hated Han's saviour.
Bangchan hated him.

so much.

too much.

its annoying.

why him?

why not me.

why was i not there.

i should've been there.

its my fault

i hate myself.

i should've helped him.

i hate jeongin.

i hate minho.

BangChan thought.

Rustle

 Han slowly woke up.
"channie-hyung..where are you.."

Han said , tears forming in his eyes.
Bangchan held him even closer before gently picking Han up and placing Han on his lap.

"channie-hyung is here baby."
"I'm here."

Han looked at chan and buried his face into his neck.
"I missed you..i'm sorry..i lied."

Bangchan felt his heart melt.
He felt the regret in Han's voice.

Oh if he could just kiss him.
Oh if he could just kill minho.

Bangchan laid down on Han's hospital bed before resting Han on top on him.
Bangchan held Han closely against him.

"chan..channie..i want to die."

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