Fall Girl

Margot

I groggily opened my eyes to the sound of my doorbell. I reached out, fumbling for my phone. Is it already 7:00 pm? "Must be Blaine," I muttered under my breath as I dragged myself out of bed and toward the door.

As I swung it open, there stood Kev, holding my laptop. The way his eyes roamed over me from head to toe made me instantly regret answering the door in my shorts. He clenched his jaw. "You could have told me when you left the office," he said sharply.

"You could have told me when you left Glisten, ten years ago." I shot back, irritable.

He looked startled. "Where did that come from?" he asked, clearly surprised.

I grabbed my laptop from his hands. "You can't just avoid me for ten years and then act like nothing has changed when you see me again."

He sighed in frustration and ran his hand through his hair. "You really want to do this?" showcasing an irritation in his voice.

I crossed my arms against my chest. "I think enough is enough and it would be better if you give me an explanation."

When he didn't answer, I pushed harder. 'I can't keep pretending everything is fine.'

"I don't owe you anything,' he replied firmly, his jaw clenched in defiance. As I turned to walk away, frustration bubbled up inside me.

When he didn't respond, I pressed further. 'I can't keep pretending like everything is all right.' 

"I don't owe you anything,' he said with finality.

While anger swelled up inside me, I decided to go away from him, so I turned after snapping at him. "This is your problem, you want to meddle in my life but when it comes to your life, rules change."

I was not expecting him to grab me and turn around, then pin me into a wall. "If I meddle in your life, I would have never left Glisten with my sealed lips," his voice was rough his jaw was tight, and his emotions were wild.

I feel suffocated because we were unnecessarily close to each other. our eyes were locked, and we could feel each other breathing on faces. I tried to pull away or push him away but was unable to do it because I had no courage to send him away. He gently held my face and whispered, "Mar."

Tears ran down my cheeks because I didn't want him to move away from me. He was looking into my eyes, and I knew what he was looking for. I nodded to give him what he wanted. He grunted under his breath "fuck", and he kissed me out of the blue.

When our lips collided, I felt like I had been craving for this moment for so long. It ignited a passion between us. Every second of the kiss is undeniable and driven.

When our tongues entwined, with each passing instant, the intensity of our kiss increased, which was propelled by an insatiable yearning for one another. Over the course of our growing heat to one another, my hands quickly unbuttoned his shirt, I could not keep my hands off his chest. I had no idea that I was yearning for Kev's touch until he touched me. His fingertips wandered upwards, gently caressing the curves of my breasts. There was a tender feeling of vulnerability that lingered in the air as our lips took their time to part. First, I pushed his shirt down from his sleeves, and then he slipped his hands under my thighs and raised me up. After that, I wrapped my legs around his waist and Kev placed me on my couch as he kissed me. 

Taking the hem of my shirt and pulling it over my head, he moved up upon me and grabbed unhooked my bra. When his eyes landed on my globes he once again whispered "You are so beautiful Mar." and his mouth claimed my pebble. He kept his hand on my other pebble. and started stroking me one with his finger and the other with his tongue at once. He lowered his head to my stomach, and he released my pebble to unzip my shorts I threw my head back on the couch and Kev spread my legs apart, and I let out a groan when his hand came close to touching my core. He buried his head between my thighs, and the strokes of his tongue were filled with ecstasy. Damn, I wanted him so badly. My abdominal muscles began to contract, I rolled my eyes into the back of my head. A stream of pleasure ripped through me. and after a while, I let out a cry, as I arched my back. I was aware that if I requested him to stop, he would comply. However, I chose not to because I wanted him to get himself slammed inside me, so he pushed down his pants along with his briefs. Kev removed the condom from his wallet and tore it with his teeth the moment he rolled it up I gasped and before digging the thick head of his essence he asked. "Are you sure?" I gave a silent nod in agreement. 

Kev whispered. "I want your words."

I said in my trembling voice. "I want you to get inside me more than anything else."

As soon as he was filling my desire with his essence once again my eyes rolled at the back of my head and pleasure rushed through me, I moaned long and hard. He was driving me with such a force that I was unable not to jolt forward. In my shaky voice. "Hmmm... I wantttt mmoreee Kkevvvv..."

With his heavy breathing. "Yeah... I won't stop until you scream my name."

His hands holding down my ass and he was grunting and driving me harder and harder. I screamed his name and for the first time in my life, the most intense orgasm ripped through me. Kev also collapsed onto me and I felt his heavy breath on my neck. As we resumed regular breathing, he stood up. I was preparing to cover myself with the sheet when he spoke in his powerful voice. "Stay here," I lacked the energy to inquire further. 

As he walked into my bedroom, I felt my vision blur and soon drifted off to sleep while waiting for his return. At first, I thought I was dreaming that Kev was brushing his fingers over my core once more. However, as I opened my eyes, I felt a warm wet thing on it. Kev was cleaning me, and he instructed me once more to "Don't move." After that, he went into my room once more.

 He was holding a sheet in his hands at this moment. He slipped himself into his pants, draped the sheet around me, lifted me up, and walked up to my bed and placed me on it. When he was going to leave, I held his hand, and he turned around with his brows arched. I didn't know how to answer to him, but I wanted him to be with me until I fell asleep. I am not sure how he was able to read me, but he put his arms around me. "You need to sleep now." 

And when I kept my head on his chest, the rhythm of his heartbeat was like a lullaby, and I don't know when I drifted off. 

When I opened my eyes, I was unable to find Kev anywhere. As a result of the conflicting feelings that I was going through, I was unclear whether I should feel relieved or frustrated. Due to the matter that had transpired between us, I did not feel adequately prepared to talk to him.

Nevertheless, I couldn't help but wish that he had waited for me to wake up. I couldn't bring myself to do it. Confronted with the difficult decision of whether or not to tell him this, I find myself in a difficult situation. I had a quick thought that came to me, and it was possible that whatever had occurred was due to the heat of the moment. 

I glanced at the time and hurried to the office, determined to focus on work and put last night's encounter with Kev out of my mind. I looked around the office and could not find Kev anywhere, which rather surprised me. Ironically, though I had set my mind on avoiding him, his disappearance left me somehow unsettled.

All day, I couldn't keep him and our awkward encounter off my mind; it was pretty hard to concentrate. Just as I was getting wholly swept away in this gale force of thoughts, Gretchen's sharp voice snapped me back into reality. "It's time to go home, and we're meeting at Galaxy in two hours, right?" She demanded.

I shook my head slightly to rid myself of whatever was left of the thoughts of Kev. "Yes," I paste a fake smile on my face.

I stood up from my desk, revived and determined, preparing for the girls' night and embracing it as a much-needed distraction from all the complications brought forth by that day.