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JJ had always been your best friend. You told him everything and he did the same back. Although you felt differently about him. Every time you see him talking to a girl, you can't help but feel jealous.
Even though he was your best friend, you loved him more than that. Everyone had already guessed that, always shipping you two.
It was so confusing, you acted like a couple but had never actually done anything to make it official.
"hey y/n" jj says with a bright smile on his face as he walks into your room. "hm?" you groan, he had just woken you up.
"were you up late last night? it's 1 in the afternoon" he asks you as he sits at the end of your bed. He's so beautiful. Every thing about him was perfect. His eyes, his hair, his smile.
The sun coming from your window beamed on him perfectly. "uh- yeah I couldn't sleep" you say, rubbing your eyes.
"ok well we're all going on the boat in a bit if you want to come" he asks as he stands up.
"sure, i'll be there" you say smiling at him. God he was so beautiful. Kiara and Sarah were the only people that you had actually told that you liked him.
One time, you woke up cuddling with jj and all of the pogues though you were dating, but in reality you just got cold in the night. Not that it would matter to them if you were dating.
JJ's POV
She's so perfect, but she's way out of my league. I walked into her room and she was asleep. Even when she was tired she was still so beautiful, nothing could change how much i loved her. But she's too good for me. It's not like she'd like me back that same way i like her.
BACK TO Y/N'S POV
He was talking to another girl again. It angered me, but there was nothing i could do about it so I just went and grabbed a drink. Then I walked over to the boat, he offered me his hand to stop me from falling as I climbed into the boat.
As i went and sat down, he jumped in the water behind me, getting me soaking wet. "jj!! i'm soaked now! thanks a lot" you say, turning around to look at him smiling in the water.
"wait stay there" you say as you grab your phone and take a picture of him. "y/n you take pictures of jj like you're a proud facebook mom" Kiara says, laughing a bit.
JJ climbs back on to the boat, dripping in water. He takes his shirt off, showing the abs on his chest. "someone's got staring problems" says John B, you turn around snd give him a death stare.
You turn around to see jj rolling a joint and lighting it as he sits down next to you. "hey facebook mum" jj says, laughing. You hit his arm not realising that there's already a wound there. He winces. "jesus christ y/n-" he says, holding his arm.
"jj- oh my god i'm so sorry" you say, panicking that you hurt him too much. "right- i'm getting in the water" Sarah says as the others follow her, leaving you and jj alone on the boat.
"jj i'm so sorry i didn't realise" you say in a panicked tone. "y/n its fine honestly, i know you didn't do it on purpose" he says, hugging you.
Eventually, you and him had been talking for a while. Stupidly, you hadn't realised the amount of weed he was smoking. "y/n i'm so tired" jj says as he lays his head down in your lap.
"ok jj i'll get them to drop us at the chateau" you say, putting your hand in his hair snd playing with it.
"no i want to stay here, i want to watch the sunset with you, y/n" he says, looking up at you. You honestly were enjoying this moment but you knew he was high. "JJ you've smoked too much, I need to take you back" you say as you look into his eyes.
Suddenly he just bursts into tears. "woah woah woah jj what's wrong" you say as he sits up, pulling you in for a hug. He wasn't really the type to cry in front of you, so you were confused.
"i can't deal with him anymore" jj says, crying into your shoulder. You knew he was talking about his dad, jj didn't deserve any of it.
"it's okay jj i'm right here" you say softly. After a few minutes he calms down, his head still resting on your shoulder. Was he seriously sleeping? The rest of the pogues come back on the boat, not really seeing anything wrong with jj sleeping on you.
"can you guys drop us back at the chateau?" you ask Pope. He nods and begins to drive the boat back.
JJ wakes up as you lead him off the boat. God he couldn't even walk straight. "JJ you need some sleep, okay?" you say as you lead him into the bedroom, seeing him lay on the bed.
"y/n can you stay for a bit?" he asks you softly. You smiled and nodded as you went and got into bed with him. Before you knee it, you were asleep on his chest. "goodnight y/n, i love you" jj says as he kisses your forehead, thinking you're asleep.
"I love you too, jj" you respond as you hear his heartbeat increase.
