13 missed calls from Sarah.
16 messages from Kiara.
4 missed calls from Pope.
21 messages from John B.
81 messages from JJ, 23 missed calls from JJ.
I stared at my phone, slowly beginning to feel guilty for leaving them behind.
The guilt faded away as i remembered why i'd left. He had no right lashing out at me infront of everyone. He couldve pulled me aside and asked what's wrong, but no.
As i collect my suitcase, i begin overthinking where i'm going to stay.
I leave the airport and go and sit outside while i go through my contacts, searching for some kind of help, but my curiosity gets the best of me as i turn of my read receipts and open jj's texts.
'y/n i'm so sorry i didnt know'
'please dont do this, you know i can't do this without you'
'i love you so much y/n you know i never meant to hurt you im so sorry you don't understand'
'please come back'
'is this a joke please tell me you haven't actually left'
The messages went on.. and on.. and on.
A lump formed in my throat, but i knew it was for the best.
I continue scrolling through my contacts when i see the name 'claudia' thank god.
'Hey claudia, i know this is really random and i completely understand if you're not able to help me but i was wondering if that spare house you have is available for a bit. I've left my home in outerbanks in a rush without thinking of where i'm going to stay and now i'm in full panic mode 😭'
Sent.
Within five minutes, my phone pings.
'Omg of course girl! We need a catchup at some point! But yes of course you can stay there, i'll let my brother know youre coming to pick the keys up in a bit as i'm out of town today 💗'
Thank fuck.
Later that day, i pick up the keys and head to the house, unaware of the chaos going on on my phone right now.
I'd muted the pogues notifications as they were getting out of control, but then my mum rang me.
"Hello..?" I say, cautiously.
"Finally! You need to come home, like ive been telling you. I'm still so disappointed that you would leave! I'll book you the next flight-"
I cut her off by hanging up the phone. I didn't want to see her. All of the hurtful words she was constantly throwing at me. But atleast she didnt know i'm no longer in outerbanks.
A few weeks later...
I wake up to a knock on the door, and am surprised to see claudia. "Goodmorning" I say, offering her a warm smile. However her smile shows that there's bad news.
"Um, can i come in?" she asks, i nod and allow her in.
"Whats up?" I ask
"Well, your mum showed up at my door yesterday. She said she saw you coming here and that if i didn't give her keys then she would press charges for kidnapping for something" She said, looking really guilty.
"Did you give her them?" I ask, confused
"No, but i think it's best you go back to outerbanks, i'll tell her you're gone, but it should stop any drama bubbling up." she says, looking down.
"Yeah no of course, im sorry for the hastle. Do you want any money for letting me stay here?" I say, understanding that it's not her fault.
"No no, it's the best i could do." she replies.
Here i am, again. Pulling up to the chateau.
JJ is outside. Shit.
He looks over at the taxi, confused, but i see his face change as i get out of the car.
"y/n?" he says, walking towards me, quickly.
He engulfs me in a hug, tighter than ever, as i hear him begin to cry.
"I'm so sorry y/n i shouldn't have been so harsh-" He burts out, talking to quickly for me to understand.
"JJ, calm down it's okay" i comfort him.
We go and sit inside and we talk about what happened, but JJ still has sk many questions.
"Where did you stay?"
"My friends spare house, but my my mum found me, thats why i came back" I reply, bouncing my leg.
"Right.. I'm genuinely so sorry y/n i should have lashed out on you like that.." He says, looking directly at me, clearly holdinf back tears.
"Its okay jay, i understand why you did." I reply, hugging him.
I unoack all of my things back to where they belong before getting into bed with jj.
I rest my head on his chest and he strokes my hair, planting a kiss on my forehead, like he always used to.
I missed this so much.
THE END!!! SORRY I KEPT YOU GUYS WAITING SO LONG!! This part was lowkey rushed because i didnt know what to write but i hope its okay guys! Comment any other ideas you guys have for me and i'll try my best to do it!! Thank you all for all the support aswell i cant believe this has 70k views like wtaf 😭😭
