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"so where am I taking you tonight ma'am?" jj stated as he leaned back in the driver's seat. He was basically your body guard at this point.
Not in a way where he would be there only for protection, he went practically everywhere with you. The only times you weren't together was when he was asleep or sick.
You liked jj but you were scared that he didn't see you that way and it would ruin your beautiful friendship.
"could you take me to the party at the boneyard please sir" you responded, even though he knew where you were going because he was going with you.
Last time you got drunk at a party, it did not end well. So this time you decided to not have any drinks just this once so that you could take care of jj.
No matter what party it was, jj always ended up being the most drunk. Other than every now and then where he would drink less so that he could take care of you when you were out of your mind.
Even after all of the times where you had supposedly tried to kiss him or sleep with him when you were drunk, he never accepted it because he knew that you weren't thinking straight.
As much as he would've loved to do those things with you, he wanted to be respectful. It made you fall for him even more.
Eventually, you arrived at the party and jj went straight to grab a drink. "hey y/n!" Sarah squealed. Obviously she'd drunk a lot already.
"hey sarah" you responded, pulling her in for a hug. She was your best friend and she knew about your feelings for jj.
As you turned your head, you saw a girl talking to jj. His hand was itching the back of his neck. He was uncomfortable and you could tell.
One thing about your relationship with jj was that you could tell how he was feeling just by his body language. "hey- uh- sarah i'll be right back" you say as you walk over in jj's direction.
"omg jj! i haven't seen you in ages!" you say, he caught on and played along with it.
"y/n!! how have you been?" he said, pulling you in or a hug. The girl rolled her eyes and walked away.
You sigh. "you okay?" you ask jj. He was already drunk and you'd only been at the party for half an hour.
"mmmmm yup!" he wrapped his arms around your neck, leaning in for a kiss. "jj- no. you're drunk. you don't mean it" you gently pushed him away. It hurt having to turn him down, but he did the same for you.
"come on, j, let's get you home" you say as you lead jj to the car. His eyes were glued to you.
You got back to your house with jj. He'd been staying with you for a while because you found out about his dad and refused to let him go back there.
"y/n?" jj said softly, laying in your bed next to you. You turned your head to face him, inches away from his face.
"i know you think that i don't know what i'm talking about, but i love you. so much. you mean the world to me and i don't know if i'd still be here if it wasn't for you." he said, tears slowly flooding into his eyes.
"jj, come here" you say, pulling him in for a hug. He had tears streaming down his face. "i love you too jj, but you're drunk right now and i don't want you to do anything that you wouldn't do if you were sober, okay?" you say softly as he is crying into your shoulder.
It breaks your heart to see him like this. He doesn't deserve all of the terrible things that happen to him. "y/n i love you. i mean it" he says, looking up at you, tears flooding his eyes.
You look at him in silence, unsure what to do. "i know i'm drunk, but you know that saying? what.. what was it?" he says as he closes his eyes, trying to remember.
"drunk words are sober thoughts?" you say which makes him light up. "yes, yes that's what i'm on about." he says as he looks deep into your eyes.
His eyes are so gorgeous, you could look at them forever. They were ocean blue, hypnotic.
Before you knew it, his lips were against yours. They were soft, his kiss was gentle. As your hands wrapped around his neck, his arms wondered to your lower back.
"y/n have you seen my-" John B walked in, slurring his words. His face was shocked as you and jj broke the kiss, turning to face him. JJ's face was bright red.
"woah- sorry i'll um, i'll leave you guys to it" he said, clearly drunk. When did he get back from the party?
As you grabbed jj's hand and led him to your bed, resting his head on your head, you whispered "you're not going to remember any of this in the morning, jay"
He was asleep, your hands intertwined with his hair.
The morning came and he woke up a few minutes after you had. "y/n?" he groaned, looking up at you.
"hm?" you respond, he was softly smiling as he unwrapped his arms from around you to rub his eyes. "just so you're aware, i remember everything from last night. well, maybe not everything but most of it" he said, lifting himself up and kissing your forehead.
Without realising, your face was bright red. He smirked at how flustered you were as he got out of bed and put a hoodie on.
"i'll see you later love, i need to go pick some stuff up" he said, planting a kiss on your forehead before leaving.
What? So he liked you back? After all this tike of you wondering if he felt the same way, all it took was a drunk kiss for him to confess his feelings. wow.
Thank you so much for 100 reads!! Should i make a part 2 to this? let me know! x
