"Seriously JJ? You fucked another touron?" I yelled, trying to swallow the lump in my throat.
All of the pogues were sat behind you and your boyfriend arguing for the third time this week.
"I was drunk it's not my fault!" He yelled back, trying to justify his actions. "Oh my god JJ. How do you not see an issue with this? You drinking has never caused you to cheat on me up until this week! What is going on with you?" I scream back, the lump in my throat forming larger and larger as each word leaves my mouth.
"Jesus christ y/n all you ever fucking do is criticise everything about me and then yell at me 24/7" He screams.
I go silent, trying to swallow away my tears. "Well i'm sorry for caring, JJ." I mutter back. All i ever do is help him. I'm always there the second he needs me but recently he's just been acting different.
"Just please fuck off y/n" he says, clearly pissed off. The tears i was holding back began to pour down my cheeks and as i walk past him to leave, the strong smell of weed and alchemy radiating off of his body almost choked me.
I can feel his eyes watching me leave, and part of me hopes he'll come chasing after me and tell me he's sorry for everything, but i doubt he will.
"Wait- y/n" he says, a spark of hope burned in my chest as i turn back to look at him holding the bridge of his nose, but he doesn't say anything else. And that says enough, so i carry on walking.
As i'm walking, i don't even know where i'm going but i break down in the middle of the sidewalk, holding my stomach because the things he just told me makes me feel like i'm about to throw up.
After about 10 minutes of just sitting on the side of the road, i decide to continue walking to no place in particular. I can feel my phone vibrating in my pocket but i feel that if i look at who it is it will only make things worse, so i make my way to whatever part of the beach i could find, and stay there for the night as i have no clue where i am and the sun is already setting.
I wake up, my phone overflowing with messages from everyone, except JJ.
"where are you?"
"are you okay?"
Those seemed to be the most common messages from everyone, i can't be bothered to reply.
I decide i want to go home for a bit, only problem is that i don't know where i am.
As i'm wondering around, trying to find any hint as to where i am, i see the twinkie slowly approaching me. Fuck. If JJ is in there i might pay the next car to run me over.
The car pulls over infront of me, and i'm relieved to see John B step out. "Is JJ with you?" I ask, he shakes his head. "I assume you didn't go home last night?" he asks, concern filling his face. I shake my head in response.
"Come on, you can talk to me on the way to Sarah's house" He says, motioning for me to get in the car.
As i sit down, he looks over at me from his seat and puts his arms out to hug me. I hug him back and burst into tears as he says comforting words to me, rubbing my back.
Once i calmed down, he began driving again and i began telling him how i felt about it all. "Trust me y/n, i don't know why he's acting like this either, he's never ever done this to you in the whole 2 years of you being together"
"yeah well he hasn't even made an effort to apologise yet." I sigh
We're approaching Sarah's house when i see a familiar motorbike outside, and clearly John B has realised i spotted this. "Are you fucking kidding me John B, you set me up?" I say, trying to remain calm.
"Look i'm sorry but i had your location and JJ was just drinking the whole night and crying to Sarah and Kie about how much he regrets what he's done, and i can't stand you two arguing sooo.." He says, his hands up in defence.
I roll my eyes and get out of the car and begin approaching the door, preparing for me to break down again the second i see him.
Sarah opens the door, and awkwardly smiles at John B as i give her a glare.
I slowly walk up the stairs into sarah's room and i see JJ against the wall, fidgeting with his hands as he talks to Kiara, but when he sees me his face drops.
"Sarah..? Did you bring her here?" He says, glaring at her, she just stares at John B.
"What, do you not want to see me or something?" I snarl at him.
"Look- y/n-" he starts to speak, refusing to make eye contact with me.
"John B, Kie, lets go cook some..pasta downstairs.." Sarah says, leading them out of the room and closing the door behind them.
"Go on then" I say, staring at him, but unexpectedly, he bursts into tears, covering his face with his hands. Which is weird because he seems embarrassed even though he knows he can cry infront of me without me judging him.
I get up off the bed and sit beside him, hugging him. "I- I know you probably hate me but everything going on with my dad just has been getting worse and worse lately and if i'm being completely honest, the night it happened i can barely even remember because i was so drunk but I regret it so much and i don't want to lose you." He says, still not making eye contact with me.
"JJ, you should've told me instead of doing whatever you were doing, i don't want to lose you either J, but just please don't ever do this to me again." I plead.
"i promise." He says, putting his head on my shoulder.
A/N: I dont really ever write argument ones because i'm not that great at writing them and i lowkey hate this one but here you go 😭
