I've been living with the 'pogues' for the last month while i'm visiting outerbanks.
I'm what the locals would call a 'touron' except i became best friends with a group of teenagers my age.
It all started at a kegger where JJ, aka the hottest man on earth, decided i was his victim for the night. So he took me to his friend's house and we hooked up, only the morning after, he asked where i was staying. I told him i've got a some relatives but all his friends agreed to let me stay with them. And ever since that night, i've been practically dating JJ, not officially though, and i've became really close to everyone in the group.
It's my final day here and we all decide to go surfing early in the morning, but the only thing in my mind is the fact that i'm going to have to end things with JJ even though i've fallen in love with him.
"Y/N thats a good wave" Kiara points out, which i decide to try surf this one and to my surprise i succeeded. JJ and i are paddling on our boards waiting for waves while we're talking and i decide that now is the time to talk to him about what's going to happen.
"Jay" I say, looking out at the ocean
"Y/n" he says, looking at me, but i can't bring myself to look at him because if I do, i know i wont be able to tell him what needs to be said.
"What's going to happen with us? I mean, i know we aren't dating or anything but i don't know, I feel like it's better if we end things otherwise i know not seeing you will hurt me" I say, waiting for a response
"yeah okay" he replies, sounding kind of disappointed, but i could tell he knew thats what i was going to say.
It's later in the day and i'm packing all of my clothes away when Sarah and Kiara come in to help me. "What did you say to JJ he's acting as if he's just taken the biggest loss in the world?" Sarah says, joking lightly.
"I told him it's best we don't continue whatever we have going on because i live so far away."
Kiara and Sarah look at eachother. "Jesus, that's going to ruin the poor guy, not to make you feel guilty or anything, it's a fair decision" Sarah says, passing me my makeup bag.
"What do you mean?" I say, clearly confused
"Well, jj doesn't really do relationships and i've never in my 13 years of friendship seen him like a girl like he likes you" Kiara says
Damn. I don't want to hurt him but it'll hurt him more if i'm just gone for months on end. It does hurt knowing he'll just go back to sleepong around like he did before he met me, though.
It was dark outside and the we were all sitting around the campfire. I had to leave in about an hour, so i decided to spend it with the people i love. We share jokes and our favourite moments until it's time to say goodbye.
"We're going to miss you so much" I hear them all mumbling at different times. "Come on, give everyone a hug" John B says, and in the corner of my eye i can see Sarah go to hug me, but i'm already reaching over to jj.
The pogues are standing around us, waiting for their turn, but i don't know if that will ever come. I stand there in JJ's arms for atleast 5 minutes, before whispering in his ear "i love you, i promise i'll visit" And in response I get a kiss on the cheek and he whispers in my ear "i love you too, i'll be waiting"
I then let go, as much as i didn't want to, and then say goodbye to everyone else before leaving, ready to go back home. I didn't want to go, i want to stay here.
Part 2?!?!
This was based off the weirdest dream i had last night but i hope you enjoyed 😭😭
