Intoxicated by You

Falling

A/N this will be all Katie's P.O.V hope you are all enjoying the story so far any comments as to want to see happen are welcome.

Katie's P.O.V

I wake up at around 8:30am and look down to see that Blake is still fast asleep in my arms causing me to smile to myself. Knowing that we have training again today i gently shake her to wake her up "5 more minutes" she groans hugging me harder which caused me to suck in a breath because i really need to pee. Sorry darling but we have training soon and i really need to pee i say with a little laugh. "no, I'm not going and neither are you" she says matter of factly, sorry to disappoint but we cant miss it we have a big game this weekend. "Fine then" she huffs as she reluctantly gets off of me allowing me to go to the toilet and for her to get changed. 

As i return i Notice that she has stolen another hoodie but i don't mention it and i also don't push whatever happened last night causing her nightmare. she looks at me as i exit the bathroom "A picture lasts longer you know." she says obviously catching me staring. why do i need a picture when i have the live production. i say back producing a smile on her face. 'god i love that smile' she waits on my bed for me to change and then takes my hand as we make our way downstairs where i can make something to eat. What do you want to eat i ask, "Not Hungry" she replies rather blankly. I know for a fact she didn't eat last night so it try to get her to eat something. Half a banana with me please i say with pleading eyes causing her to comply with my request "Fine" i smile knowing i won this time but i also know it might not always be that easy.

we both head out to the car again hand in hand Blake's grip is strong almost as if she is terrified that ill let go. the car ride was comfortable with the radio playing softly in the background. Broken by Isak Danielson begins to play on the radio and i sing along hoping that Blake understands what i am implying through the lyrics. the song ends and i look over at Blake who is crying so I squeeze her hand as a way of asking what's wrong. "Thank you Katie, I appreciate it and before you ask i got the message from the seemingly random song on the radio." she says with a slight chuckle. 

We arrive at training 15 minutes early and no one else was here yet apart from staff. Me and Blake make our way to the changing room in order to get ready for training. Hand in hand as always i don't mind though as long as she feels safe. the other girls start arriving one by one greeting everyone as they entered and after we were all ready Jonas came in. "So girls last training session before the big game on Saturday, as we know Chelsea are very physical and will do everything they can to put us off our game so what i need from you is to remain calm and play our game." he says everyone nods in agreement, i noticed at the mention of Chelsea Blake froze up but i couldn't do anything because my locker is on the opposite side of the changing room from her. she looked at me with a silent plea for me to help and so i did despite that ooo's that rang around when i grabbed her hand and took her out. "T-T-Thanks." was all she managed to say. I could tell she was going to have a panic attack so i did the only thing i knew how to pulling her close to me allowing her to hear my heart and follow my breathing. She calmed eventually and Alessia rushed in after what i assume looking around the entire training ground. "What Happened." Less asks, i look at Blake for confirmation, she had a panic attack Less but she is better just now i am going to stay with her until she is ready to leave. i say and as I'm talking Blake grabs my hand. "Okay." she replies to me before bending down in front of Blake "Blake was this about Chelsea, do you want me to stay." she asks her softly, Blake looks up at her sister "Yes Less and No you can go as long as Katie Stays." i hear her voice shaking as she talks. Less Nods before leaving "Ill Let Jonas Know". 

We sat there for what felt like hours before Blake got Up her hand still holding mine, "we should probably Make an appearance." she says before practically pulling me up until i was inches away from her. "Katie, Ill tell you everything tonight, Could i stay with you again?", she questioned almost scared of my reaction or answer. Of course you can Blake you can stay with me anytime, and don't feel pressured to tell me anything you don't want to, i want you to feel comfortable and safe with me do you understand. she pulls me into her giving me a hug as a silent thank you before pulling us both out to the pitches.