Are we more than friends?

this is why i don't drink

Was he not going to talk about this. We just made out and he says nothing. Wtf. Why do I even try anymore. Whatever we're finally at the club. It seems annoying and I already want to leave. Sero and kirishima take me to the bar. This will all be fine. I'll just avoid him.

S- do you want a drink?

Sh-i don't drink.

K- why not?

Sh- i just dont.

K- whoa look our boy go!

Se- huh where?!

K- look!

Denki and jirou were dancing in the floor. They seem. Happy. Kissing and smiling and dirty talking. Something that I knew i could never have. Was I really willing to risk so much for one stupid fling. Oh god they were getting handsy.

Sh- can i have a vodka please.

Se- whoa you sure that's some hard stuff.

K- yeah your going to get wasted fast on that shit.

That's exactly what I want. So long sobriety. I chuged it.

Se- ok buddy slow down.

Damn i was already feeling it I was such a light weight.

S- another one. Actually two.

K- shinsou we just got here. Are you sure-

S- shhhhh! I got this trust me.

I left the bar tender a big tip and went to sit in pity with my two drinks. 

Str- hey...you...

S- leave (burp) me alone.

Str- your jealous i know the feeling. I see it in your face.

Who is this douche bag?

Sh- go away asshole!

Str- hey now don't get hasty. I can help you. Unless you want to stay drowning in your sobs?

S- how can you help?

He handed me a pill and I was to drunk to care so I stupidly took it. Fuck these feelings anyway. Fuck denki  in his skin tight shirt  looking so fucking good. Fuck monama for treating me like...monama?

M- shinsou...my love...come here.

I stood up dizzy and swaying.

S- g-go a-way!

K- whoa bud maybe you should take it easy. Who are you talking to?

S- no one important ( burp)

M- I'm not important huh babe?

K- sit down,

S- don't tell me what to do eji-ro. Hahaha.

K- why are you laughing? What did you take?

S- shhhhhh! Let's...let's go dance. Yeah d-dance.

K- I don't think...

I pulled kirishima on to the dance floor. Dancing is pretty fun when your wasted.

K- your so drunk I need to get you home.

S- shhhh your. So...pretty...

I kissed him. He immediately pulled away.

K- what the hell. Oh no know denki striping on a table.

Kam- whooooaaaa!

J- denki!

Sero called a cab for us and we were to messed up to do anything but laugh at each other the whole time.

K- I flashed so many People! Hahah

S- dumb ass! Hahahha!

We walked inside. That was the last thing I remember. Me being in my room. Feel warm and happy. I remember denkis laughter. I remember hands. I remember felling like I was falling from a cloud with my head pounding. Then...nothing. Darkness. This is why I don't drink.