Are we more than friends?

First step in hell

M- oh...hello shinsou....nice to see you again.

He was playing with eri. I quickly ran to her and picked her up.

S- get out.

I turned to eri who looked confused.

S- are you ok?

E- I'm ok.

Mi- son? Oh I thought I heard you...

Mic hugged me.

S- what is he doing here?

A- I told you he helps with eri from time to time.

I paused staring at moanama with hateful eyes.

A- you ok?

M- here eri let's go to bed.

I put her down. I walked up to him.

S- look...I had a shit day. I need you to get out and stay away from me! Asshole!

Azawia shoved me.

A- don't talk to him like that!

S- oh I'm sorry shota!

A- hitsoshi! Your grounded.

I stormed to my room as azawia apologized to moanama.

Azawia came bursting into my room.

A- look I know you are having a hard time but you can't talk to people like that! Do you understand me?

S- moanama can kiss my ass!

He paused.

A- why? Why are you being a brat of a child. Times like this make me regret trusting mic I never wanted kids.

I stood up.

S- you what?! You dick.

A- shinsou you won't talk to me!!! What the fuck is wrong with you?!

Tell him.....tell him....telll Him!!!!

S-I was fucking raped!

I felt the world go black as I finally said it out loud. I saw mic in the door way looking like he saw a ghost.

Mi- w-what...? What do you mean?

I sat back on my bed. Mic hugged me sobbing.

Mi- who?

S- m-moan—ama

A- no....

S- what...

A- it's not true...no.

S- you think I would lie about this?!!!

A- moanama is a good kid! He's saved many! No!

S- you asshole!

He stepped closer.

A- then tell me...how? Where? How many times? And when?

I stayed quiet and started crying.

A- tell me!!!!!

I sobbed louder.

A- I'm done...im leaving.

I sat there feeling numb as mic and azawia started to yell. Everything was blurry. I heard the door slam and a car start. The last thing I remembered was closing my eyes. This was the first step to hell.