Are we more than friends?

Good question.what did i do?

I fell asleep once I got home. When I woke up azawia as there. Why was he always in my business?

MA- here's some coffee and medicine.

S- mmh thanks.

He sat on my bed.

S- this coffee is really good.

MA- I make coffee a lot more than you think

S- me too. I have trouble sleeping.

MA- have insomnia it's bad.

S- no kidding mine is too.

I took the medicine. What do I say? is he going to yell at me? Oh god here it comes.

MA- shinsou.

S-im sorry. I know. But it's been hard for me. There's something that...that.

MA- that?

S- do you ever want something so bad but feel like your being selfish for wanting it. Like it's the only thing you ever wanted and you think it could solve all your problems but no matter how hard you try that thing doesn't want you. And so you give up thinking you'll move on but then you don't and you feel lost. And then you hate yourself for being overdramatic.

MA- ha..that's actually funny.

S- what do you mean?

MA- I'm going through the same problem with that right now.

S- with what?

MA- you first.

S- I'm ok.

MA- I'm guessing it's about this girl.

S- ew no I'm to gay for that.

MA- oh. Then which guy?

S- doesn't matter anymore.

MA- I'm sure it does. I just hope it's not denki.

I blushed.

S-wha-! Why not him I'm just curious.

MA-he's to immature for you and he will only break you. He's nice sure but your to different. I know trust me. And he doesn't seem to care much about you and your safety.

S- hm nice to know I guess.

What a bunch of absolute bull shit.

MA- but. What do you you remember from last night. I missed work.

S- you don't have work on Saturdays.

MA- shinsou it's Monday.

S- WHAT? The last thing I remember was denki saying good night to me.

MA- and when was that?

S-Friday night. Damn.

MA- you should retrace your steps and make sure everything was ok. I have to go before mic starts to have a shit meltdown. Ask me if you need help. I'll see you tomorrow?

S- see you tomorrow. 

MA- oh and shinsou?

S-yes?

MA- pull this shit again and I'll make sure you will be so scared you will switch classes again.

S- yes Azawia. Sorry again.

He left. What an asshole but at least he cares.