Are we more than friends?

Calm

S- kirishima!

K- nope fuck off.

S- please listen.

K- no! You ruined everything! You fucking kissed me! Everyone hates me for something i didn't want to happen! Minas pissed at me for i don't even know why! And denki! Don't even get me started on denki! You knew didnt you! Asshole stop playing with him! Let him be happy! Everything was fine until you got here! Asshole!

S- Im sorry!

K- i don't wanna here it!

Well that was shit.

?- shinsou!!!!! Shinsou!!!!

Who the fuck can yell that loud at 10 in the morning?
He was running at me.

M- shinsou...whew..one...gah...whew...geez your fast.

S- present mic? I was walking. You ok?

He kinda freaks me out. But he's nicer than azawia.

M- ha I'm...ok just have to catch my breath. Anyway. Hi!

S- hello?

M- so I heard your watching eri?

S- yes. I am.

M- ok. Good. I just wanted to let you know that eri gets sun burned very easy. And she's a good swimmer and she doesn't like spicy things. And she needs to be in bed at 9pm or she will be moody. And she doesn't like katchup or ranch. She is very shy but she'll like you I can tell.

Oh god he's talking fast.

M- she loves sugar but none before bed she gets jumpy. The foster care center is where she stays. But me and azawia spend time with her a lot. So she'll miss us so I'll give you my number. That should be it.

He looked me dead in the eye. He walked in a circular motion around me.

S- umm that's good to now. Is that it?

M- yup. Your a good person I can tell. Maybe azawia is right.

S- right about what?

M- oops I've said to much. I'll see you Friday at 7. Meet us at the foster center. Ok? Byeeee!

S- bye?

That was the most interesting conversation in a long time. I miss the ones with denki. Danm it he wants nothing to do with you just let it go! Ugh I'm a fucking disgrace! I can't do anything right.all I do is Ruin everything. Where ever I go I bring pain. No this is not a time for crying.Danm it. Stop. Stop crying. Shit shit it won't stop. I haven't cried in two months. Stop.

S- Stop!

I sank to the floor I couldn't breathe. Oh god not again. I felt arm rap around me I was scared. Then I heard him.

MA- shhh it's ok.

S- ahhhh!

MA- i know. Focus on my voice. Can you do that?

S- h-h-help me.

M- mhhh hmm mhhhh. Dose this sound familiar?

I nodded.

MA-close your eyes.have no fear.

He rubbed my back.I curled up into a ball.

MA- the monsters gone. He's on the run.

I slowed down my breathing.

MA- good. Deep breaths ok? And your daddy's here. I'm here. Shinsou I'm here.

I sat up with puffy red eyes. He continued. He cupped my face.

MA- beautiful beautiful beautiful, boy.

He gave me a small smile.

S- d-darling,darling,d-darling,darling j-joy.

MA-good. You remember.

I nodded.

He huged me. I didnt hug back. He seemed to be ok with that.