Are we more than friends?

When it was us

Denkis pov

I figured I wouldn't show up to bowling. I doubt he went. I haven't gone to school in days. I'm failing....i...I just miss him. I miss everything about him. I...I ment it when I told him I loved him. I do. I love him so much. Even if he loves moanama. I don't care. I don't even care that we only dated a few weeks. I just want him. I feel like a dick.

I heard a knock on my door.

D- toshi?!

J-no...just me sorry.

D-oh....sorry I yelled. Are you ok?

She looked nervous and sad.

J- can we talk?

I nodded and let her in.

J- danm. Your room is a mess.

I stayed quiet looking embarrassed as she sat on the bed.

J- sit please.

I sat down confused.

J- I'm sorry denki.

D- for what?

J- everything. I'm ruining our class.

She started to cry I hugged her.

D-hey. You are not. I did. And I'm so sorry jirou. I'm sorry I didn't apologize like this sooner. I really am sorry.

She wiped her tears.

J- I...I just...my life has been a mess ever since that night. I....want closure.

D- closure?

She sat up.

J- I have questions. So I can stop crying at night.

God I feel like an asshole right now.

J- was it ever real?

My eyes widen as I held her hand.

D- yes! It was. I really did like u jirou.,,but something felt...I don't know....off?

She looked concerned,

J- off?

D- like I don't know. Like I felt weird..I was happy yes...but something was missing.

J- then u met him....

She was talking about Toshi.

D- yeah...but...it wasn't your fault.

J- did u guys do more than kiss?

I blushed deeply.

D- no! I promise.

She sighed and went quiet.

J- did I do anything wrong?

D- no jirou! You are amazing and smart and beautiful...it's just....lets just say your out of my league.

J- I loved you.

I hugged her.

D- I love you to...still. You will always be the first girl I loved.

J- thank you for letting me talk to you.

D- no problem. I'm really sorry again.

We sat there for a while wiping our tears.

D- can we go back to being friends again? Please ?

J- ha...of course kaminari.

I walked her to the door.

J- clean your room please. I cant even walk in there.

D- yeah I will eventually. thank you jirou...for everything.

J- your welcome. Just so you know....im not mad anymore....so are we back to normal?

D1definitely.

She laughed and walked away. I heard a noise and turned my head to the hallway. Oh my god....it was him.

K- Toshi.....I...

S- I knew you loved her more.

Did he think?

K- what? No....it...we weren't.....toshi....i-

I turned to him and walked closer.

S- my name is HITOSHI SHINSOU!

He teared up.

K -I'm. Sorry. I.....I do love you....shinsou...

S- have you thought that I don't love you!

I had nothing to say. He..didn't love me? Then...how...do I stop loving him.

He ran away. I saw the necklace on the floor and picked it up. Was It truly over.

I stood In the hallway for a while. Wait for him as memory's flooded my mind. I didn't want this to end. I had so much to do with him. I don't know how long I stood there but eventually I felt warm hands on my shoulders.  It was iida leading me to my room.