emma
disclaimer sexual assult and smut//
"you've always been one." jack said, i felt like someone had stabbed me in the stomach. "fuck you." i tell him, trevor and cole stared at each other awkwardly. "you already did that." jack says, i get up and start to walk back inside. i didn't wanna stay in that siduation anymore, i hate the way he talks to me now, like i'm some piece of shit he never cared for. i could hear trevor's footsteps following behind me. i fling the door open and quickly run up the stairs to my bedroom, once i reached the last step i saw isabella standing down the hall talking to kendell.
she noticed me crying and quickly ran up to me. "em are you okay, what happend?" isabella says, i shake my head and he wraps her arms around me in a tight hug. "i just hate that hes here, ruining my trip and treating me like shit when i wasn't the one who cheated!" i tell her, she nods her head. "i know, i know." she says with a comforting voice, tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ears. "tonight the boys wanted to host a party at our place, it might make you feel better babe if you came!" isabella tells me with a smile, i wasn't sure if a party would make me feel better but it wouldn't hurt. "maybe." i say, she jumps excited. "i gotta go, you'll be okay right?" she asks me, i nod my head and she walks away.
i opened my bedroom door and jumped on my bed, i grabbed bronco the bear and squezzed him tightly. i laid there staring at the ceiling for awhile till i heard a knock at the door, i sat up quickly. "come in." i yell, the door opens slowly and there stood jack in the doorframe. "can we talk, please?" he asks me softly, my heart ached seeing him acting like the jack i loved. "i don't think thats a good idea, maddie is around here somewhere." i tell him, he shakes his head. "i don't want maddie-" jack tries to say but in the distance maddie calls his name. "you should go find her." i say, he walks away and closes the door slowly.
the moment hes gone i break down, still squeezing bronco while tears fall down my face. i hate myself for crying, my heart ached for him knowing that the jack i love is still there. i heard another knock at the door, but this time the door swung open right away. meadow and nico stood there, i wipe my tears quickly but they both run towards me. "emma whats wrong?" meadow asks kneeling down, she reached for my hand to hold. "i still love him." i say, tears that i tried to hold in fall from my eyes. "i know em." she says, nico gives me a hug. "jack still loves you too emma, trust me." he whispers, i didn't believe him. "i don't think thats true, but guys i'm okay really i am." i tell them, they both look at each other and nod their heads. "okay we'll see you at the party right?" nico asks, i nod my head and they walk out the door.
i took in the silence for awhile, i tucked myself all cozy under my blankets with bronco snuggled in beside me. i didn't wanna get up and start to get ready for the party, but i knew i had to. after a couple minutes of silence i decided to get up, i groaned as i walked to my drawer to pick an outfit. i picked out a tight white strapless dress with some heels, i started to straighten my hair. the sun started to set, i could hear music blasting downstairs and voices which meant the party started. i finished straightening my hair and braided my front pieces quickly before running out my door. i shut my door and walked down the stairs, people were everywhere and i couldn't see anyone i knew. i looked around the living room trying to find the girls when i heard someone call my name. "emma!" meadow screams , the music was blasting so loud i could hardly understand her. "are you drunk already?" i ask her, she nods her head and we both laugh. "come on lets get some alcohal in you." she says, leading us through the crowd of people to the drink station. she pours us both drinks before leading us to the dance floor, you belong with me came on and we both started singing and dancing to the lyrics. from across the room i saw jack, sitting on the couch alone while maddie was dancing with some random guy. his eyes were glued to me dancing, i meet his longing stare but only for a moment. "i need more alcohal." i tell meadow.
a couple hours past and i was officaly drunk, i don't remember the last time i've drank this much. meadow and i both still danced with our drinks in our hands. i felt someones hands wrap around my waist from behind me, i turn around to see a boy i didn't know. "lets dance!" he yells with his thick accent. he pulls me closer to him, i turn around to face him, the boys hands travel towards my ass. "follow me." he says. "no thank you." i tell him pulling back trying to get him to loose the grip on my hands. "no come on." he says sternly, i try my hardest to get him to let go but he pulls me as hard as he could. "stop no!" i yell but he doesn't listen, he pulls me into the bathroom and locks the door. my heart started to race, i was terrified of what was going to happen. "don't make a sound." the man says, i knew what he was going to do and how i can't do anything to stop him. "stop!" i yell as loud as i can but the music is too loud and no one could hear me. "please don't do this." i beg him, he shakes his head.
the man pulls down his pants and his boxers, i try to scream but he covers my mouth. "did you not hear me, shut up." he tells me sternly. he rips down my pants and pulls down my panties, my whole body was shaking and my heart was beating faster and faster. he turns me around so that my ass is facing him. without a warning he thrusts into me, no condom on and now my worst fears were coming true. i tried to scream again but the man grabs my neck and covers my mouth. "i said don't make a fucking sound!" he says agressively.
after almost ten minutes the man stops, he lifts me by the neck and looks into my eyes with pure anger. "don't tell a soul." he said, i nod my head and he pushes me away. i quickly put back on my underwear and my pants and run out the bathroom as fast as i could. tears poured down my face as i ran up the stairs, i reached the top and saw jack standing outside of my door. "emma." jack says running up to me and cupping my face. "what happened?" he asks me wiping the tears falling down my face. "someone r-raped me." i cry, jacks eyes widen and he looks both concerned and angery. "i'm going to kill him." he tells me trying to walk away but i pull him back. "d-don't leave me." i say, he looks at me. he wraps his arms around me tightly, after being apart for so long being in his arms is the safest feeling i've ever felt. i dug my head into his chest and he kisses my temple. "come here em." he says, opening my bedroom door slowly. we walk into my room and jack closes the door. "can you stay with me?" i ask jack, i climb into my bed and tuck myself under the covers. "of course emma." jack says getting in beside me, he looks into my eyes and tuck a strand of hair behind my ears. "i know this isn't the best time to tell you this but-" jack tries to tell me, but i cut him off. "we'll talk tomorrow, i don't want to ruin this."
hey luvs! i just want to tell you guys that if you ever need to talk i'm here! i know this might trigger some people but i want you to understand that i'll be here if you need me!
anyways i love you so much xoxox tae
