Mafia Prisoner

Ch. 64 - Always Mine

Niko POV

The second her body started shaking her pussy locked me inside her and I lost all control coming hard inside her. Her pussy milked every drop and fuck I needed this. I held her in my arms, knowing that I would lose her one day though. She wasn't a side woman and I couldn't have her to myself.

"I wish I could give you the life you wanted, baby. I wish I was enough. I don't know how to let you go." Those words just slipped through my lips, confessing something I didn't even realize until I said it.

She didn't say a word but cuddled deeper into me. I held her a little tighter, taking in every second we got to be together.

"Why can't you marry me?" She asked in a whisper.

"It would start a war."

She laughed. "How?"

"I'm the Capo. If I married an outsider then it would open the door for everyone to mix blood. We are generations of pure Italians. Our entire hierarchy is based on the purest blood. It is what makes one brother stronger than another from different mothers. The old traditional men of the families would see it as treason and would want me removed as Capo. The only way I can be removed is by death."

"Wow! You guys take this blood shit way too seriously."

I didn't respond because despite my teachings of our ways I was beginning to hate them. I wanted Viv. My hand slid over her stomach, rubbing it gently. I could clearly imagine her belly swollen with my child and it was a deep desire of mine. She would make my life something I never knew possible and our children would have a home they always felt loved in. Like I had before my parents were killed.

"My parents were in love. I caught them constantly making out or giggling in the corner. My sister and I would always make funny noises at them and they would laugh at us." I smiled, clearly seeing my mom sitting on my dad's lap as his hand grabbed her ass to make her mouth open to him. I hid my little eyes in my arm and screamed, "gross!"

"My mom would tell me that one day I would be a man and then I would understand what they felt for each other." My fingers ran circles around Viv's belly button as I spoke. "I can picture us together and happy. You pregnant and me overjoyed with the many, many kids I would fill this belly with."

Vivian's hand rested over mine, rubbing my hand gently. "I don't understand what you want from me Niko. You won't marry me but you want me to have your children. I can't be that person. I want more. I want the whole love story or nothing."

My eyes teared a little knowing what she said was the truth. We could never be together. "I know and you deserve to be loved every second of your life. I'm sorry about Vanessa. I only touched her that one time and it was because her father offered her as my wife. We were fighting and I wanted you. The more Roberto spoke the more I was reminded how we can't work."

"Will you be happy with her? Could you be happy marrying her, sleeping next to her, but having me on the side?" Her voice was cracking. I know she wasn't asking because it was what she wanted though.

"No, I couldn't ever marry her with you by my side. I don't know what I would do."

"I should leave. This is only torturing us."

My arms tightened around her. "No! I can't let you go. Not until things calm down more. You could still be in danger."

She pulled at my arms and I reluctantly let her go. She faced me with tears already falling from her eyes. I wanted to cup her cheek and tell her I would give it all up for her, that I loved her, but the words fell short. If I took Viv as mine, I would lose everything. I couldn't give up my family and title for her, no matter how badly she tore at my heart.