Ch. 48 - Cowardly Lion

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Vivian POV

I ran to my room trying hard not to let the tears fall. I don't know why I cared or why my chest was caving in. I went straight to the bathroom and collapsed down the door. I slapped my hand over my lips trying to silence the sobs erupting out of my body. This was too much! I can't handle this life.

My heart hurt in a way I never felt before and I didn't understand why. I don't want that beast! I don't want his attention or his touch! I was stronger than this. I cried quietly against the door until I heard my guard, Frank, asking where I was.

I wiped my face and cleared my throat. "I'm in the bathroom." I called out, trying to keep my voice steady.

"Ok Ms. V." He responded.

I looked around franticly then turned on the shower. I was a fucking wreck. Black makeup down my face, swollen red eyes, pink nose that was running. A few more tears fell and I internally slapped myself. I was not weak and I was not in love with that coward.

Niko never treated me like anything but a sex doll. I won't be that to him. I steadied my breath then got undressed. There were eye drops in the cabinet I put in then I took a long hot shower. All my muscles relaxed and I told myself I was better than this. My body can want him, but I will not give in.

My mind fluttered to him fucking Vanessa and a pain shot in my stomach. I can't believe he fuck someone else. I can't believe he just threw me away like last night's trash. As tears pooled in my eyes, I removed the thoughts. I was better than this, stronger than some whore to Niko Valencia.

After an hour of showering while my thoughts gave me whiplash, I finally stepped out. I had no clean clothes so I wrapped a towel around my body. I had a gorgeous fucking body and who the fuck cares who saw it.

I opened the door hoping to sneak down the hall to my room. My luck was never that good though. A very large and very angry man stood outside my door.

"Want to tell me what the fuck that little tantrum was about!" He demanded.

Tantrum? I walked in on him fucking another woman and I was throwing a tantrum. God he really doesn't care about me.

"Go away boss." I said boss with all sass and that was what I'll call him from now on. He was my boss after all. One fucked up demented boss that owned my life.

"Get the fuck over here!" He ordered but I slammed my bedroom door in his face. Amy jumped under the covers and I cursed at myself. She was scared enough.

The door flew open. "You have a lot of fucking nerve. I should put you in chains for that fucking mouth of yours."

"Lower your voice and get out! I need to put clothes on." My voice was calm thinking about Amy.

"You're giving me orders now?" He roared and I heard the little girl yelp.

"Fine! You want to fight then at least do it away from a little girl you idiot." I walked out the door and headed to his room still in my fucking towel.

Niko was pissed and I'm sure fucking hard as a rock watching my body. Normally that would turn me on how easily I affected him, but not after he had his dick in another woman.

He stormed into his bedroom, slamming the door behind him. I closed my eyes to the loud thud and steadied my heart. This wasn't going to be a big fight. He can fuck anyone he wants as long as it wasn't me.

"This is where you belong. Naked and in my room. I should make you choke on my dick so you can't speak for days."

I opened my eyes and he was directly in front of me. Does he seriously think I'll suck his dirty cock, probably still wet from another woman's pussy. How is he so emotionally handicapped?

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