Keep holding on darling (ETF and FIR fanfic)

Chapter 3

Kat's P.O.V
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We got in the car and I put my overnight bag in the back and hopped in the passenger seat. My mom started he car and it was an awkward silence for a bit. "Kat, he was only telling the truth. But you know Conor loves you." My mom said trying to make me feel better. Hint: she failed. "I know it's okay I am just tired and want to go to lagoon" I lied. "Okay love you honey and always wear sunscreen!" At least my mom cares about me? But she still worries about me and is always paranoid about everything...she doesn't trust me. But she loves me that's what counts right? I hopped out of the car and Jess' car was already there. Shit. We are gonna be late. "Bye mom love you don't forget to make sure no one eats my pie!!" I yelled and motioned for her to go. Thankfully she took the hint and left that very second. I waited til she was around the block and then I got into Jess' car. "Where the hell were you Kat!" She said as she pulled me into a tight hug. "Mom was being well...mom" "Ah, I see." He empathetic ally nodded. She knew how my parents were. Her parents were completely opposite. They didn't care what she did basically. She was so free...I definitely envy that. Anyways we started driving to the venue while we blasted escape the fate mostly.

~~~~~~Skipping to venue~~~~~

We walked around a little bit. It was an outside concert so it was kind of like warped tour but not as big but yeah. We saw Craig, Ronnie, and Max BS-ing about stuff I guess. We slowly walked up. My heart was pounding. I felt I was gonna cry. We finally went up to them, "Hi guys! We love you so much! Can't wait to see you guys perform tonight!" Me and Jess exclaimed. "Well we are so glad you two lovely ladies came! Are you guys planning on going to the meet and greet?" Max had asked and winked. Oh my hell my heart was pounding and my cheeks felt like they were on fire. "Umm.. Actually we didn't have enough money for the meet and greet or to see you guys from side stage" I said then looked at the ground because looking into their eyes were just overwhelming. (A/N: let's just pretend Max is still in escape the fate, cool? Okay.) "Well how bout we get you two in to the meet and greet AND side stage so we can talk more?" Ronnie said a little bit hesitant. "YESS! We would love that! Thank you guys so much!" We exclaimed jumping up and down like little five year olds. "Ok well we have to warm up and stuff but we will meet you guys later" Craig said with a smiled as they all ran off to the busses. "Oh my gosh Kat I can't believe we are meeting Escape the Fate and Falling in reverse!" Jess screamed a little too loud. I laughed and shushed her a bit "Dude stay calm but..I KNOW RIGHT!!" I whisper/screamed the last part. I got a little cloud of sadness bubble up inside me though. What if they don't like me? What if they think I'm weird? What if I never see them again? What if they only like Jess or invite her to go on tour with them and not me? Jess is so pretty. She has white hair and her hair is thick and long and so beautiful and her eyes are the brightest blue you had ever seen. And her skin was so pale and perfect and she had jut the face of a porcelain doll...and then there's me. My poorly died purple and blue hair. I've gotten a lot of complements on it but idk I don't thinks it is that pretty and I have a huge nose and my eyes are hazel and idk I like hazel eyes but in me it just doesn't look right. I'm so ugly. Rock stars only hang out with pretty girls.... I am gonna do it....I will finally end all this pain tomorrow night after I get home from Jess'. This will be my last final day here on earth and I will enjoy it. Forget about everything except enjoy your last day....