Keep holding on darling (ETF and FIR fanfic)

Chapter 29

Ryan's P.O.V.
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I was awoken in screams (hehe ETF reference) and Jacky shook me awake. A line of curse words strung out from my mouth. I cried into him and held onto his chest. He was like my brother so I trusted him enough for him not to be weirded out by this. Plus, I didn't even have time to think.

"Ryan what's wrong?" He whispered trying not to wake up the other guys. I told him my dream and tried my best not to cry even more but I failed.

"Ryan, everything is okay. None of this was your fault. Now stop worrying." He shushed me. "Ok thanks Jacky...sorry I woke you up" I rubbed the back of my neck sheepishly.

"It's fine but I'm surprised no one else woke up" we both chuckled. We said our good nights and crawled back into our bunks.

I tossed and turned again thinking about my nightmare. It must have been an hour before I finally decided to get up. I went into the front lounge and turned on the tv. I jumped at how loud the guys had it earlier. I quickly turned it down then got up to check and see if it woke any of the guys. Ok, good. Coast is clear. I sat back down and switched through the channels. I couldn't focus on any of the shows though. Hell, I'm going to the bar. I need to forget about reality for awhile.

I walked into the bar and sat down on the nearest stool. The bartender looked at me and sighed. "Long night man?" He asked while cleaning a cup and setting it down. I simply nodded, "hit me with the strongest drink you have and keep them coming." I demanded. He chuckled then handed me a drink. First one, then two, then three, then eventually lost count. I was hammer drunk. Forgetting all my cares in the world. I felt a hand on my back, "Ryan what the hell are you doing at the bar at this time of night?" I knew exactly who's voice that was.

"Ronnie, I had a horrible dream I uh needed to-hic-forget about it" I slurred my words. I tried to hide that I was so drunk. Ronnie hated when any of us got drunk. He has seen what alcohol and drugs do to you. At this point, I didn't care though.

"Ryan, get your ass back to the bus." He grumbled as he grabbed my leather jacket and swung me towards the door. Which resulted in me falling.

Ronnie's P.O.V.
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I can't believe Ryan would do this. I'm so pissed right now. I swung him towards the door and he feel right on his drunk ass.

"Ah, come on Ronster don't be such a buzz kill and ruin everything for everyone." He laughed. How. Could. He. Think. That. Was funny. I blacked out and when I opened my eyes. My fist was connected to Ryan's face. Oh shit.

"Ryan oh my gosh I'm so sorry" I leaned down to make sure he was alright. He looked up at me with such a painful face. I picked him up and carried him to the bus. By this time, everyone was awake and escape the fate and Kat, Abbie, and Brittney were on the bus in their pajamas.

"I called the ETF guys when I found out both of you were gone. I went to see if Ryan was ok and he was gone.." Jacky explained. Abbie came up to me and hugged me. I kissed her cheek and hugged her tight. "I'm so glad you are okay" she sighed in relief.

Ryan was collapsed on the couch. "What happened?" Brittney asked me with tears filling in her eyes. "The dumb shit went out and got drunk because of a stupid nightmare" I observed Ryan's limp sleeping body. I looked up to see Brittney running out of the bus.
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