Keep holding on darling (ETF and FIR fanfic)

Chapter 28

Brittney's P.O.V
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We finally were able to go back to our busses after we got done getting questioned by the cops. My heart was still pounding, my body was still shaking, my legs were aching. This felt like hell. I am just so glad to be back with the guys. We walked over to our busses.

(Falling in reverse's bus was parked right next to ours btw)

Everyone got on the bus besides me and Ryan. We stood between our two busses and glanced into each others eyes. I could still see the pain and worry in his eyes. He looked so hurt and scared and...embarrassed to be honest. My eyes started tearing up looking into his puppy dog eyes. Warm tears filled with emotion started pouring from my eyes. I looked down at the ground and wrapped my arms around my stomach. I felt his arms wrap around me. His grip was so tight around me, almost as if a bear was hugging me. I slowly moved my arms out from under his grip and around his waist.

Ryan's P.O.V.
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Her arms wiggled out of my grasp and I loosened, thinking she didn't want to hug anymore but then she moved her arms around my waist and tightened me in a strong grip. I wish I could just hug her forever. She is so perfect. She stopped burying her face in my chest and looked up at me. Her eyes were a painful red, her cheeks were stained with black from her makeup, her lip was quivering from fear and trying to hold back more tears from falling. She tried to choke out some words, "I..uh..er.." I kissed her forehead and shushed her. "It's gonna be okay..we are fine now.." I whispered in her ear as I rocked her slightly. We let go and she wiped her cheeks. I smiled at her slightly to try and make her feel better. I've never seen her like this. This was piercing my heart and my stomach. I felt so awful..I feel like this is my fault..if I wouldn't of suggested going for a walk none of this would've happened. "Good night" I smiled at her and waved. "Night" she smiled back and walked over to the bus door and hopped on. I caused her so much pain. Almost the second we went out. She must think I'm an idiot or bad luck or something.

My stomach felt like it had just been punched. It felt like my heart was in my throat. This hurt so bad. I'm such an idiot. I walked onto the falling in reverse bus and walked right past the guys to go to my bunk. "Hey" Ronnie said glancing over at me. I just kept my head down. I hopped into my bunk and just stared at the ceiling of my bunk. I tossed and turned in my bunk for what seemed forever. I could not shake the feeling like this was all my fault or that Brittney was mad at me..I decided to get my phone out and play some music. I opened my music app and the first song to come on was Harder Than You Know by Escape The Fate. Mm...probably not good for the situation right now. I clicked on the next song and it played IHE by Miss May I. Nope. Also not a good song for this situation. I kept going through my playlist and couldn't find a song I was in the mood for so finally I gave up and put my phone down. My eyes started feeling heavy and things started getting blurry. My eyes fluttered for a second and then shut.

Ryan's dream..
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I opened my eyes to see nothing but pitch black. It was so cold and muggy in the room. I was on a wet concrete floor I'm guessing. I stood up and felt a pipe smack my hard on the forehead. I fell to the floor in excruciating pain. It felt almost like someone had swung it at me, I couldn't have just run into that. I knelt down and held my head in my hands trying not to scream or cry. It felt like I just got my skull bashed in. I stood up and a bright light flashed directly on my eyes. I fell yet again to the floor covering my eyes with my arms. I looked up and saw a black figure standing in front of me. The light was shining behind it so I could only see the silhouette. I couldn't tell if it was a man or a woman but it was a tall figure. I felt a smack across my face. I winced in pain as I held my cheek. I could feel the shock on my face. My cheek was burning. "You are a waste of space. Piece of shit. You are worth nothing. You are nothing but ugly and talentless." I heard a bunch of whispers from around the room. It was driving me insane. These demons telling me I was worthless and to kill myself.

Jacky's P.O.V.
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I awoke to hear a blood curdling scream come from under me. I immediately jumped out of my bunk, plopping onto the bus floor. "Ryan what's wrong?" I shook him, trying to get him to wake. "Shit. Help. Jacky oh my gosh please help." He cried as he hugged me. I've never seen him like this.. What has gotten into him?
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Sorry that was a sucky chapter..comment and rate this chapter please!(: I will try and get this story to be more interesting!