Keep holding on darling (ETF and FIR fanfic)

Chapter 31

The only reason I'm updating is because a lovely little lady rated my chapters! S/o to AllieKatLay👍🏻
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Brittney's P.O.V.
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He leaned in and grabbed my wrist right in his grasp,"Don't leave me Brittney please.." He started choking up. Wtf. "I need you I'm so sorry.." He pleaded and slowly let his grasp loosen.

"I'm sorry Ryan but this is too stressful..you lied to me. It's over.." I pulled away from him.

He got out of the bunk and turned away from me. He looked a little over his shoulder like he was going to say something but then stopped and walked out of the bunk area.

A weight lifted off my shoulders. I felt bad for Ryan he seemed really upset but I can't handle this anymore. I still like him but..we don't need to be together.

I walked out of the bunk area also. I noticed that Ryan wasn't on the bus. Ugh, this is killing me. Whatever, he needs to get over me. He chose alcohol instead of me.

Allie's P.O.V
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Ryan came out of the bunk area and ran off the bus. She must have done it. Poor Ryan. "Should someone go after him?" Kat looked around the room. She looked so worried about him.

"No, he needs to be alone for a bit.." Jacky spoke up. I honestly think Jacky likes Ryan..They would be so cute together but I don't know if either of them swings that way.

Brittney came out from the bunk area a few minutes after Ryan did. She looked a little dazed. "You okay Brittney?" TJ broke the silence. It must have been silent for a few minutes. A very awkward silence. She just looked up at him and nodded. She smiled then sat down by Ronnie and Abbie.

"Hey, Abbie told me what happened..I was upset too. You alright?" Ronnie looked over to her.

Brittney's P.O.V.
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"Yeah I'm alright..I'm just a little hurt to be honest.." I said barely above a whisper. He looked at me and gave me a friendly side hug. Ronnie can be a real friend. People think he's a heartless douche bag but he can be a real sweetheart and he would do anything for his friends. But sometimes that can be a bad thing though. That's part of the reason he went to jail. He got in a fight because this chick got mad at Max...then Ronnie picked a fight with her and her boyfriend trying to defend max. If he didn't go to the desert that day he probably wouldn't of went to jail. But jail changed him for the better so I am thankful. I just wish it didn't go down like that. At least he is sober and doing well now.

"You know what, I'm gonna go see if Ryan is ok. Don't want him making any more mistakes." Jacky rushed out of the bus almost sprinting. We all just looked at each other. We were stunned to be completely honest.

Jacky's P.O.V.
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I couldn't help it. Ryan would not get off of my mind. He is my best friend. He can be so bloody stupid sometimes. He doesn't think when he's mad or upset or even just super happy or emotional. Basically, Ryan is an idiot.
I sprinted out of the escape the fate bus and into the falling in reverse bus and tried catching my breath then looked on the bus. If he isn't in his bunk I'm gonna freak. Cause that means he is in the bathroom and I don't want to find him there.

I walked into the bunk area, "Ryan?.." My voice shaking. I didn't hear an answer so I went to his bunk and opened the curtain. I opened to find it empty. Shit. I hurry and ran to the bathroom. I pounded on the door. "Ryan!" I screamed into the door. I broke the lock and the scene was not pretty. Damn it Ryan...I love you don't be such an idiot. I called 911 and...

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MWAHAHAHA yet another cliffhanger. Thanks for the feedback, but I want more! Thank you! Love you all! Rate and comment!