It was already late at night when Li Yu returned to Junlan yuan(garden). His trip did not alarm anyone, and he only brought one confidant with him.
Entering Junlan Garden, I saw Jiang Yi lying unconscious on the ground in the same position as when he left, with wet clothes sticking to his body, and the blood at the corner of his mouth had solidified, but no one came forward to help him. When he got up, Li Yu felt like his heart was piercing.
He personally carried the man back to the room, took off his wet clothes, and ordered someone to prepare hot water before carefully carrying Jiang Yi into the tub.
When Jiang Yi woke up, he found himself leaning on Li Yu's chest and sitting in the bathtub. The room was filled with water vapor. Li Yu hugged him from behind and was wiping his body carefully with a bath towel.
Perhaps because the water temperature was too comfortable, Jiang Yi didn't struggle to get up in a hurry.
"You're awake." Li Yu said. He looked at Jiang Yi's moist eyelashes and trembled slightly, then closed them again.
Li Yu gently brushed away the wet hair from Jiang Yi's face and asked, "Does your face still hurt?"
Jiang Yi tilted his head to one side, as if he didn't want to say anything more.
Jiang Yi didn't answer, and Li Yu wasn't annoyed either. He continued: "You have some wounds in your mouth. I brought some golden sore medicine and will use it on you later. Although the swelling on your face looks scary, it's not serious. , Fortunately, you didn't hurt your tongue this time, otherwise you would have suffered."
His words were very gentle, his voice was low and crisp, which was very different from the cold and cold-blooded emperor during the day.
If Jiang Yi could see Li Yu's eyes at this time, it would not be difficult to see the deep look of love in them - it was an extremely rare look on the emperor's face. It's a pity that Jiang Yi's eyes were closed tightly at this moment, and he couldn't wait to say Li Yu's words. He also turned a deaf ear. No matter how much Li Yu showed his true feelings, he could not see it.
Li Yu had never seen his own feelings clearly before. He once wanted to cut off his love for Jiang Yi with his own hands. He forced himself not to see Jiang Yi for several months in a row, but it didn't mean that he never felt lovesick in his heart.
During the day, he could use his reason to forcefully suppress his concern for Jiang Yi, but when he dreamed about it at midnight, the man's figure appeared again and again in his mind. He could control his reason, but he could not control his feelings for Jiang Yi. Men have dreams at night.
His emotions don't move, but when they move, they come like a mountain and a tsunami, almost sweeping away all his principles.
Now that he could hold a man in his arms again, Li Yu felt softer than ever before. Until this moment, Li Yu finally figured out that since he could no longer let go of Jiang Yi, he would no longer force it.
In his past life, which was neither long nor short, he had been demanding on himself, and he was really tired. Now he just wanted to indulge once and go as he pleased.
[Ding, the protagonist Li Yu's favorability is 2; current favorability: 94, murderous intent value: 0. 】
Li Yu's hand slid across a wound on Jiang Yi's chest, and his fingers stayed on the scar for a while. Jiang Yi had many such scars on his body, but he did not feel that it detracted from the beauty of the man's body at all. On the contrary, it made him feel sad. Rebirth and compassion.
Different from other pampered people, Li Yu's fingers have thin calluses due to years of martial arts practice. The touch on the skin is unbearable. After a while, Jiang Yi's body was trembling slightly from Li Yu's provocation. His lips were pressed into a tight line.
Seeing that Jiang Yi remained silent, Li Yu asked: "You...are you blaming me for not upholding justice for you today?"
Jiang Yi: "..."
Jiang Yi looked as if he heard something. What absurd nonsense, what Li Yu asked was really weird. He was defeated and captured that day, and fell into Li Yu's hands. He had already put his life and death aside. He never thought that Li Yu would let him go easily. I really don't know where Li Yu's words came from.
Regardless of whether the imperial concubine is maliciously making things difficult for him, Zhao Ru is Li Yu's pillow. If Li Yu doesn't stand on her side, should he still stand on his side, a prisoner of war from the former dynasty?
Li Yu pulled Jiang Yi into his arms and said carefully in his mind: "I... have difficulties in this matter. I can't give you justice now. Give me some time. I hope... ...It will allow you to stay with me safely for a long time."
Li Yu is used to being in a high position and has never explained himself to anyone. Firstly, he doesn't need it, and secondly, he doesn't bother to do it at all, but this At this time, he wanted to analyze his thoughts and show Jiang Yi clearly, but he became clumsy and tongue-tied.
When did he need to bow his head to the people in his harem to gain understanding when he was the emperor?
Furthermore, for a man like him who could argue eloquently about politics and law with his ministers all day long, how could he suddenly become tongue-tied? If you really care, you will be in chaos.
On the other side, Jiang Yi remained silent, as if he didn't know what new tricks Li Yu would come up with to torment him, so he chose to wait and see. But Li Yu's words just now made him frown slightly, and he felt more and more strange.
"Long time" is a vow between lovers. Why did Li Yu say this to him?
Jiang Yi originally didn't want to pay attention to Li Yu, but combined with Li Yu's weird behavior today, a ridiculous idea came to his mind, "You..."
Could it be that Li Yu was serious about him?
Jiang Yi hesitated to speak, and finally did not ask. These words were really ridiculous to him. Not to mention that they were both men, but to say that there was hatred between the country and the family between them. To him, this was It can never be overcome.
And how could the punishing sexual things that Li Yu inflicted on him be out of emotion?
But in fact, facing the same war, the mood of the winner and the loser are completely different. The indelible memory in the eyes of "Ji Yun" is just another step for Li Yu to achieve hegemony. There is nothing wrong with him taking everything he has won through strength as his own, including Jiang Yi.
Li Yu's self-control has always been amazing, but he often lost control of Jiang Yi. If the sexual affair with Jiang Yi at first was due to the desire to conquer, then later on, he was already deeply involved.
He also wanted to bring happiness to Jiang Yi, but his efforts turned into ulterior motives in Jiang Yi's eyes, and their happiness became a punishment to force the man to submit.
There has been such a big deviation in the understanding between the two of them. In the final analysis, it is because Li Yu has never confessed his feelings to Jiang Yi, and the misunderstandings have accumulated deeper and deeper.
So this time, as if answering the question in Jiang Yi's mind, Li Yu said: "I really like you."
Li Yu held Jiang Yi's shoulder tightly, and his face was calm and calm.
Li Yu has almost never expressed his feelings to anyone so openly. He is used to being praised by many stars and rarely needs to please anyone.
As a noble person, he wanted.
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