Kneeling on the cold ground,as knees broke,as soul crushed,
I looked at you,sitting on your throne..
For one look,at least of sympathy..
For one look,at least of humanity,
But all I got to hear was words,the cold words that seeped into my soul,
The broken me broke down some more .
The light in my eyes faded some more.
Still,you were as cold as before,as you sat, enjoying the warmth of your palace..
In the cold night,kneeling outside
As snow dropped,as fire burnt..
All I wished was never turning back.
All I wish was never see you again.
To never show you how broken I am..
To never look at my own vulnerable self..
Punishment,that is what I deserve,for loving you..
Punishment,it is what I deserve,for being born..
Punishment,it is what I deserve,to call you mine .
